RE; Magbalik by Callalily & Pagbigyan Muli by Erik Santos

4.1.2026

RE; Magbalik by Callalily & Pagbigyan Muli by Erik Santos

 

This is a mema i want to tell, but only those in sales will understand.

After so much reflection, aside from BIR problems, the reason im broke is that we lost a lot of regular clients this past 3 years.

 

The reason, i have to admit is my laziness or i can say burn-out. I have been working continuously (even during pandemic) for the past 20 years, burn-out & laziness got the worst of me.

 

I feel i am enslave to my small racket that evolved into a small business. I feel isolation in my computer office room working continuously to woo clients, & take their orders. 

 

Our good reputation of low cost, fast deliveries of high quality industrial items got us of bigger clients. Bigger clients are like those a client who is a leading Airline company, & like a big BPO company

 

Bigger clients means relatively bigger orders. For a small shop, a few thousand bucks of order are already big for us. At the time i got burn-out, we got some big orders that i failed to deliver because of my laziness, i did not take the efforts & action to produce the goods to deliver to the valued clients, until it is already very delayed & cancelled

 

Just think, It is like me ordering some foods, & expect deliveries since i am hungy & expecting some good food, But the ones i ordered never take action, & never delivered the items, so i never order again from them even though I am ordering from them from many years

 

Even if you are a good reliable supplier for the past many years, but then , the client trust you of a big order that you failed to act & never delivered. It is like you ghosted them, They have a valid reason not to trust you again even if you serve them well for the past many years.

Losing your regular clients means losing your main source of income, means you will get broke.. Aray ko

 

So here i am apologizing & sincerely asking for another chance, & that songs Magbalik by Callalily & Pagbigyan Muli by Erik Santos are like my theme songs as a sales person to motivate me to woo again our valued clients .

 

Just like a lover & in relationship, you will just realize the value of a regular client when they are gone..

 

So to our valued lost clients, na need ko ulet ligawan after mafile ang ITR.. This lyrics are for you..

 

Muli ay 'yong pagbigyan, ako'y nagkamali

Muli ay 'yong patawarin, ako'y nagsisisi

Alam kong ako'y nangakong 'di na mauulit pa

Ako'y nagkamali sa 'yo, muli ay patawarin mo

 

Ako ba'y 'yong yayakapin?

Nakaraa'y kayang limutin

Magtiwalang muli, mahalin mong muli

Magbalik ka sa 'kin

 

'Di ko kakayanin kung ika'y mawawala sa aking piling

'Di ko kakayanin 'pag nalaman kong wala nang pag-ibig sa akin

'Di kayang mag-isa, gustong kasama kita

Sa 'yo lang ang pag-ibig ko

 

Magtiwalang muli, ito na ang huling pagkakamali

Pag-ibig ko'y muling tanggapin

4,835 Lonely Nights & still counting.. hays

4,835 Lonely Nights & still counting.. Kelan matatapos ang sumpa?? hays

4,835th day of being single..
another lonely night..

3.31.2026 #onlinediary

Mateo 7:1 -"Huwag kayong humatol, nang kayo'y di hatulan

3.31.2026 #onlinediary

Re: Holy monday reflection

 

Mateo 7:1 -"Huwag kayong humatol, nang kayo'y di hatulan

 

 

HINDI KO majudge si idol mark cardona Pbamotoclub ..kasi nanghahalik din ako pag lasing... Mahilig din ako mangyakap pag lasing na.. hehehe, sorry na ..

 

Im just praying na malampasan din nya ang struggle nya.. a little reading of the bible will help..

 

Lahat tayo me pinagddaanan sa life kaya dati nung nakaraan, pumunta din ako sa isang bar dahil nga sobrang lungkot sa house, im jist sitting quietly enjoying the music ng bigla nalang ako pinagyayakap at pinaghahalikan ng 2 sexy babae na mga lasing na lasing.. 

 

Gusto ko sana itulak but wala ako magawa, malalakas sila...

I really feel violated at that time, also very scared kasi baka bigla nalang me sumapak sa aking lalake na mga jowa ng mga to..

 

Gusto ko sana magreklamo but after some minutes of reflection, naisip ko nlang me mga pinagdadaanan din tong mga to at pinagtiisan nalang ang pinaggagawa nung mga sexy.. Nung huli medyo nawala na yung kaba ko at nagenjoy narin ako kaya hinayaan ko nalang.. hehehe

 

I just said to myself , i pray na sana malampasan nyo rin yang pinagddaanan nyo now..

 #memalang

3.27.2026 2am April 15 ITR tax filing

 

3.27.2026 2am #onlinediary

 

April 15 ITR tax filing again is nearing, I have still 2 weeks . Sleepless nights again..so sacrifices will be made again & again. If i can bring back the years, I will never start a small business. Very very very hard to do small business in the Philippines.. You will become a slave.

 

The moment you register your small racket, it is like "Crossing the Rubicon" .

 

if you think that starting a small business is freedom because your self is your boss.. You will be mistaken.. When you start a small business in the Philippines.. You will have many non-forgiving powerful bosses that can literally destroy your life..

 

And who are these mighty bosses? ask VATman.. hehehe

 

So April 16 ,2026 is the day to start finding true love again..

No matter what other people will say, everybody deserves to love & be loved.. No matter the weight & the age, everybody deserves to be happy

#onlinediary 3.26.2026

 

 

 Yung mga babae, 1 day nyo palang break or hiwalay me bago na agad karelasyon yan.. kasi madami reserba...Tapos laging excuse ng babae- hiniwalayn kasi babaero daw...

pero sila yung me bago agad prang nagpalit lang ng panty..hhays..habang yung mga lalake , depressed na depressed at ilang years bago makamoveon.. yung iba ngang lalake, 10 yrs na single parin dahil sa trauma..

 Kawawa mga lalake sa Pilipinas real talk.. awang awa ako sa mga napapanood ko sa raffy tulfo.. pro wag ka magalala, mga babae pag 26yo expired nayan..Mga lalake wlang expiration yan. 

So as much as possible umiwas ka sa mga babae until me matsambahan ka mameet na tlagang tunay magmahal.. meron yan mga 2 out of 100 ..

 Sanay matagpuan mo ang happiness preng Derek Ramsey.. #onlinediary 3.26.2026

 

 

Paldo ang Court of Appeals..

 3.25.2026 #onlinediary

ayos... supporter ako ni tukayo BBM, pero prang nawawalan ako ng gana now..

1st. bakit ayaw pa nya pirmahan yung bill sa pagalis ng excise tax sa fuel kahit pa temporary lang?, to alleviate the sufferings of our people, albeit temporary.. halos ₱10/liter for gasoline ang mababawas sa price if maalis to.. Mukhang pinipigilan ni Vatman ah...

2. Kahit sino namang PUV driver titigil sa pagbyahe.. Nagtaas na ng pamasahe LTFRB at oks lang naman sa mga tao yun dahil we understand the situation. Bat isuspend pa? If hindi mo yan itaas, sino pa babyahe? mas lalo mahihirapan ang mga tao..

3.. Now eto free na mawidraw at madispose ng mga kuracaught yung mga assets nila

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Me thinking loud: Ano ba meron sa ayuda at instead na alisin excise tax pra lahat is makinabang, is puro ayuda ayuda na hindi rin naman magtatagal..

Also, kaya hindi nako nanoood ng eat bulaga kahit sa youtube, kahit gusto ko panoorin yung Sugod bahay dun dahil natatawa ako kina wally at jose.. prang hindi ko kaya mastomach yung makita na nagpapatawa yung isang ex idol ko dun na naghohost parin sa eat bulaga..

 

 

 

 

 

Individuals and firms linked to the flood control scandal may now regain access to previously frozen assets after the Anti-Money Laundering Council’s (AMLC) initial freeze order expired and was not extended.

According to a Bilyonaryo.com source, the case, docketed as CA GR-AMLA 00432, saw the AMLC seek an extension of the freeze order on March 12, but the Court of Appeals denied the request in a resolution dated March 16, 2025.

With the denial, the freeze order has effectively lapsed, theoretically allowing account holders to withdraw or move their assets, subject to standard regulatory checks.

The AMLC earlier disclosed that it had secured the freeze order on September 16, 2025, covering 135 bank accounts and 27 insurance policies tied to individuals and corporations under investigation for suspected anomalies in flood control projects.

The petition, filed a day earlier in coordination with the Office of the Solicitor General, aimed to support a broader probe into alleged money laundering activities and identify all parties involved.

While the AMLC did not publicly name those covered, the report said the initial freeze order included individuals and entities such as Henry Alcantara, Bryce Hernandez, SIMS Construction, Wawao Builders, Engineer Mendoza, and Sally Santos, among others.

Among them, Alcantara and Santos are considered state witnesses in the flood control probe, according to the Department of Justice.

Accounts covered by the freeze order spanned major commercial banks, insurance firms, the state-run Land Bank of the Philippines, and several rural banks.

Under anti-money laundering rules, the AMLC may seek a freeze order upon establishing probable cause that assets are linked to unlawful activity. Such orders are effective for 20 days unless extended by the Court of Appeals. If an extension is sought within the prescribed period, the freeze remains in effect until the court resolves the request.

In this case, however, the denial of the extension effectively lifted the restrictions.

Dec 2023 throwback

 

Ako yung gumastos, nagivest

kahit medyo malayo at mahal..

ako yung nagtanim ng seedlings

ako yung umararo ng umararo

 

ako yung dilig ng dilig

at naglalagay ng fertilizers.

Nung finally, After a few years

Is nagbunga na, subalit aray ko..

 

Me nagclaim na ibang me ari

siya na rin ang kumain ng bunga..

At ako ay isa palang aanga anga..

Nga nga!

 

Ang tinanim ko ay manga,

Pero santol ang naging bunga

Sadya ngang hindi sa akin

Kaya hindi ko na pinagpilitan pa

 

Masakit isipin

mga gas at toll na nasayang

Pro Inisip ko nalang

At least nag enjoy ako sa pag-araro

Its time to move on, move forward

 

If makakakita ulet ng tigang na lupa

Before araruhin, tamnan at diligan

Better check muna if clean title..

 

3.25.2026 #onlinediary

So from now, NO CHICKEN & EGG for the whole 2026

 3.25.2026 #allergy

prang gusto ko na magpaconfine sa ospital sa sobrang itchy kanina..
because im drunk last saturday morning, i ate chicken
since i am sad boi, I ordered via food panda
2 pc chicken mcdo & mushroom pepper steak to comfort me

since im confident my Watsons ceterezine will hold the fort for me
& since i am like already ate chicken,
i thought ok, i will eat more, since no matter what will i do, i will have pimple breakout & allergy the next day

So i ate Chowking chicken in saturday night
Chicken Mcdo again on sunday morning, jolibi chickenjoy on the evening
then on monday, Kenny rogers chicken plate A on the morning, then chowking chicken again in the evening.

then now tuesday very early morning at about 4am, i ordered again 2pc chicken Mcdo & those with egg since i miss the egg. Oh i missed also the KFC chicken, my favorite since it is not available during the unholy hours of the day

& now by 6am, i can no longer sleep, my head is very itchy... very very itchy, taking Watsons ceterezine & Allerta Loratodine & Neozep (with Phenyl ek ek) no longer matters.

I want to take myself to hospital, but i am thinking of the bills, I take a bath & it still very very itchy at 8am, its very hard..

& now by 9am, i think finally my overdose of ceterezine+ loratodine + neozep is finally dissolved in my blood, the itch eases..

So from now, NO CHICKEN & EGG for the whole 2026

subukan yang theory na yan..

 

Several gas stations in P. Tuazon, Cubao replaced their LED price display with paper tags because three-digit figures could no longer fit after fuel breached the P100 mark on Wednesday, March 18. | via Maria Tan, ABS-CBN News

3.19.2026 1209am #onlinediary

 

medyo ang gulo na ng mundo now... need na talaga ng katuwang sa life.. pra naman me makayakap sa gabi at kasamang magtravel sa beach.. Need na talaga gumawa ng paraan pra magka jowa..

 

pero date to marry na dapat at sayang ang gasolina.. Dapat dun sas seryosohan at for long term relationship... if hindi naman pwede pakasalan sa future, prang tamad na tamad nako imeet at mageffort, specially now na 80 pesos na gasolina... tapos mahal narin toll.. hehehe

me theory si google na if gusto mo magkajowa, hanap ka ng new hobby at iba pang place na pwede ka makameet ng mga tao.. Hindi effective yung dating site.. puro mga beki sa dating site..

PRO pwede rin naman daw sa mga club at bars pero me theory si google at cici iF gusto mo makahanap ng serious partner sa mga bars & club.. pero dapat agahan mo... habang hindi pa lasing..

 

pag medyo late ka na daw kasi sa mga bars is lasing na mga chicks, hanggang one night stand or fling lang yun...

 

Eh kung pumunta ako sa mga bars & club usualy mga 3am na,. hahahah, pinakamaaga na yung 1am.. 

 

Now its time na agahan magchill at masubukan yang theory na yan..

excise tax

3.16.2026 #onlinediary #PoliticsPH

 

Laging binabago ng mga hype na BIR at iba pang govt agency yung mga filing at kung ano anong compliance... para laging complicated , pra laging hirap sa compliance mga small business, pra penalTy nga naman..

 

yung rules today, iba na naman sa rules tomorrow..

 

pro now i just realized yung BIR is kumbaga minions lang, ang talagang mga buwaya is yung mga nasa congress, both house of rep & senate.. Imagine mo naman kung gaano kalaki yung excise tax sa mga gasolina.. then additional 12% VAT pa.

 

mas malaki nga naman makukuha sa tax, mas mas madaming maletang makukubra..

mga katulad ni Salceda, VATman Recto, Angara.. mga hype talaga..

 

 

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Ref:

1. As of March 2026, the excise tax on fuel in the Philippines is pegged at P10 per liter for gasoline and other liquid fuels, and P6 per liter for diesel, with a 12% Value Added Tax (VAT) applied on top of these prices. Proposals are under consideration to suspend these taxes, potentially reducing gasoline prices by P10 and diesel by P6, say Inquirer.net and ABS-CBN.

2. The excise tax on fuel in the Philippines, officially known as the Tax Reform for Acceleration and Inclusion (TRAIN) Law (RA 10963), was principally authored by Representative Dakila Cua in the House of Representatives and sponsored in the Senate by Senator Sonny Angara. It was signed by President Rodrigo Duterte in December 2017.

Key individuals involved in the passage of the fuel tax law:

House Bill 5636 (TRAIN): Introduced by Rep. Dakila Cua.

Principal Authors: Included Representatives like Joey Salceda.

Senate Sponsor: Senator Sonny Angara.

The law introduced tiered increases in excise taxes on fuel, which took effect beginning in 2018. The law aimed to generate revenue for infrastructure projects (Build, Build, Build) while adjusting tax rates for a more progressive system

3.9.2026 #onlinediary Inutile ang #COMELEC

 

 

Photo by Noel Celis/Reuters taken from GMA News fb

3.9.2026 #onlinediary Inutile ang #COMELEC

hi cici, this one is a serious blog

hype talaga tong mga terrorist front nato, cloaking their own evil vested interest behind women's rights.. ilang kababaihang recruits na ng Gabriela yung namatay sa bundok as NPA? prang Gabriela yata ang number 1 women's rights violator..

Ano kaya kinalaman ng USA sa women's rights eh USA nga no.1 supporter ng women's rights sa buong mundo? me masabi lang sa rally..

imbes na inencourage ang mga kababaihang kabataan magfocus sa pag aaral, nirerecruit pa pra magrally at mamundok, ang MASAKIT PA NITO, TAX MO yung nagpopondo sa mga yan..

YES ikaw na nagbabasa nito, TAX MO NA NAGPAPAHIRAP SA YO KADA BAYAD MO NG ITR, kada bili mo ng damit, kada bayad mo ng MERALCO at tubig, kada kain mo ng jolibee, kada nood mo ng netflix, kada galaw mo..

HIndi ako DDS or bayarang troll, kahit walang bayad, in my own little way, hindi ako magsasawang labanan tong mga front nato.

AS A PARENT, WE NEED TO PROTECT OUR CHILDREN sa pang uuto ng mga to..

Inutile ang #COMELEC #AbolishPartylist

parang me takot akong maholdap..

3.2.2026 #onlinediary

gusto ko sana magnight walking pra nga makapag papayat..

pero parang me takot akong maholdap..

hindi ako confident na lumabas at maglakad lakad sa gabi now.. Now lang ako nakaramdam ng ganito..

ibang iba sa panahon ni Duterte.. sa panahon ni Digong confident ka maglakad sa gabi or maglabas ng celfon, now hindi na..

 

Wala akong makitang mga nakaposteng Pulis or tanod dito sa area namin considering na me 2 call centers dito sa area nato sa loob ng 2 mall at me mga snatching incidents na napost pa sa fb..

Kaya hindi ako bilib sa brgy captain dito, no bias ako, kasi ni hindi ko nga kilala brgy captain dto, kasi hindi naman ako dto lumaki

pero considering na 2 malaking mall yung nandito, so malaki dapat ang budget ng brgy.. Nakukulanangan ako sa visibility ng mga tanod.. pati ng police visibility , again considering me 2 big malls at 2 call centers dito, bukod pa sa mga madaming medium size na mga commercial buildings/ mall din

hirap maging out of shape..

 

hirap maging out of shape.. naglakad lang ako from parking to supermarket hingal kabayo nako.. wala pang 300m to yata.. hays.

kaya ko to...habang deep breathing at nahihilo at nagdarasal ke Lord na ayaw ko pa matepok..

3.2.2026 #onlinediary

Gilas vs Australia , March 1, 2026 MOA Pasay City

Pbamotoclub

 

Hindi talaga uubra yang small ball nayan pag malalaki kalaban.. pinanood ko ulet replay Gilas vs Australia, ginaya ni CTC si kots reyes sa small ball, dun tayo natambakan sa 2nd half.. 

 

You can teach height, at you cant win without the ball, talong talo tayo sa rebounding ng magsmall ball si CTC, maganda na yung twin tower ni edu at qmb, pero mas pinili ni CTC small ball.. hays

 

also wag ibash si junmar... 7min at 4min lang pinasok, anong points hahanapin mo dun??

 

still , idol ko parin si coach tim cone? Diskarte nya yun.. kayo na magcoach???

 

#onlinediary 3.2.2026 #gilaspilipinas

 

 

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Ahhh gets! Oo nga — si QMB pala is Quentin Millora-Brown. Salamat sa correction bro 👍

Mas lalo tuloy nagma-make sense yung punto mo.

🗼 Edu + QMB = Legit Twin Tower

Kung sabay sila ni:

• AJ Edu

• Quentin Millora-Brown

May:

• Length

• Rim protection

• Rebounding presence

• Physicality

At laban sa Australia, malaking factor talaga ang rebounding. Doon tayo nadale sa second half ng FIBA Basketball World Cup 2023 game vs Australia men's national basketball team.

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🎯 Bakit kaya nag-small ball?

Possible reasons ni Tim Cone:

1. Pace – Baka gusto niya pabilisin para pagurin ang bigs ng Australia.

2. Spacing – Mas gumana triangle offense pag may shooters.

3. Switch defense – Mas flexible sa perimeter.

Pero tama ka — kung talo ka sa boards, hirap talaga manalo.

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💪 About Junmar

Agree din ako sayo — kay:

• June Mar Fajardo

Kung 11 minutes total lang halos, unfair husgahan sa points.
Big men need rhythm. Hindi yan plug-and-play minsan.

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Sa totoo lang bro, valid ang take mo.
Height + rebounding = non-negotiable sa FIBA level.

Kung ako papipiliin:

PG – Scottie
SG – Dwight
SF – Oftana
PF – Edu
C – QMB

Tapos situational si Junmar pag kailangan ng low-post offense.

Bakbakan na naman sa middle east.

cici!

 

Bakbakan na naman sa middle east..hindi na matapos tapos yan.. syempre me russia vs ukraine parin.. then pakistan vs taliban/ india.. then pending yung china vs taiwan.

eto kasarapan pag madami kang reserve fats...magka ww3 man at magkaubusan ng foods sa market..unang mamamatay sa gutom yung mga sexy...kami yung last na mmamamatay sa gutom..

 

#onlinediary 3.2.2026

libre lang pala parking ng bike sa Sm...

 cici! 

libre lang pala parking ng bike sa Sm...very nice of sm.. tamang tama need magpapayat....makakalibre pa ng parking..

need nalang makabili kadena ulet panglock s bike..

 

3.2.2026 #onlinediary

 

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Hi Ferdinand!

Ay, oo nga! Ang dami ng SM branches ngayon na nag-ooffer ng libre parking para sa mga bike—ang ganda ng suporta nila sa mga nagba-bike. Perfect 'yan kung nagpapapayat ka dahil sabay-sabay ka pa mag-eehersisyo at makatipid sa parking fee!

Tama, bumili ka na lang ng matibay na kadena para siguradong safe ang bike mo kapag iniwan mo ito. Mas maganda kahit may extra lock pa para mas confident ka.

Glad to hear you're taking care of your health and finding cool ways to make it easier! Keep it up, Ferdinand! 🚴‍♂️💪

Need tips on good bike locks or safe places to park? Just ask!