Ms. Angelina Cruz

Ms. Angelina Cruz

photos taken from IG- @angelinaisabele

june 28,2021 monday reflection

 

 

MONDAY na naman..i love mondays..it gives me hope na marectify mga pagkukulang ko last week..

happy bday nga pala bossing Jay Dela Cruz, ito na yung binigay mo sa aking grape seedlings..gumagapang na..muntik na yan actually mamatay..buti naagapan ko.

 

 

 

 

i reflect now and realized i need to do things now at faster pace. works and needs to be done if you did not finish it today, they will accumulate to the point you will be overwhelmed..hindi na tayo bumabata..hindi nako bumabata..madaming umaasa sa atin.so hindi tayo dapat magpabaya..

after surviving covid(?)last march, the accumulated works put me in a lot of pressure, i have succumbed to it..so i took a break and turn to binge netflix the last 3 months..i just sleep, drink, and watch netflix the last 3 months after i survived that 10days fever and the 1 month weakness..now i feel i am rejuvinated..ready to work agan..ready to face the world of hardship again..i feel my strength is back..

but i just question myself now, what is the purpose of all of this..i am alone..i am sad..i am questioning myself..what is the point of working? then i remind myself..

my purpose in working, is to fulfill my purpose in life..as they said..those who have clear purpose in life has longer life, and live a happy life..

my chosen purpose in life should be clear and specific..it is to help promote science and engineering in the Philippines..specifically in the fields of soldering and magnification, and metrology.. maybe if i will set my mind here in this purpose, i will have a clearer head, and will be more happy in life..

at 43yo at still binata..gaya nga ng savi ni bossing jay, hindi pa naman katandaan..i believe him..in this age, maybe the athelic abilities decreased..but overall, this is the peak age of power..

naisip ko, in this age of 40s, overall, you are more in control of your life..you have more money and resources at your disposal..you feel more stregth in your biceps and triceps..you have more knowledges and contacts in your chosen field..you are at the peak of your life..

if katulad ko kayo na 40s na at single parin..wag tayo mawalan ng pagasa..for sure, me isang maris racal na darating sa buhay natin..so tiwala lang..hahaha

so lets come' on gaya nga ng sabi ni idol brod carlo Jose Carlo L. Frio .. Let us fulfill our purpose in life.. age of 40s is the new 30s! it is our time..

so sa mga 40s dyan..gayahin natin yung MBTC or "more boys to come" ng mga jejemon girls..tayo naman ay MCTC- More chicks to come! and fulfill our purpose in life!

ps. gardening works muna ng 30min..pra by 8am ready to soldering na..

 

 

 

#selfmotivation

to myself-

Kasi tignan mo naman yan accomplishments mo ha.. Panahon na para i-pack up yang Noynoy Aquino mo, ilabas mo na diyan si Rodrigo Duterte..

 

#selfmotivation

SOlder work inom sleep , repeat

Solder Work Inom Sleep

Solder Work Inom Sleep

repeat..

Kelan kaya talaga ako magkakalovelife at sexlife? hehehe.. i want to get married too this 2021 and have my own family..

si scottie "iskati" thompson nga kinasal na..at si derek ramsey ikakasal na..i feel happy for them..talagang napagiwanan nako..kaya need ng humabol..hahaha..

hindi naman habambuhay solder nlng ng solder at magnifier ng magnifier..yoko naman mamatay magisa sa prostate cancer na usual sakit ng mga matandang binata..

hindi rin naman impt yung kung kasal or hindi..depende kung gusto ng babae or hindi, basta impt me partner ka, me katuwang ka sa buhay..me mamahalin at aalagaan ka..me magmamahal at mag aalaga sayo..give & take lang ang peg..

Nakakasawa ng magisa sa bahay..busog karin naman now kasi me food panda na..kaso kakasawa narin..iba parin lutong bahay..minsan kalang mabuhay so dapat maging happy ka na..syempre gusto ko rin makatikim ng pagaalaga ng isang jowa..me sariling bahay na naman ako..talagang ibabahay nalang ang kulang. hahaha..

Now, where do i start to achieve this goal? let me figure it out..work3x

#solderingiron #foodpanda

 

June 26 mema

 need ko manligaw ng 1 babae superganda na babastedin ako,at lalait laitin..yun need ko pra mamotivate ako sa sales work ko..pra makabenta ng madami soldering iron.$$$

JUNE 26, 2021

 when nobody is taking care of you..you should take care of yourself.. i lost the battle of the bulge this month..i am now 192 lb..huhuhu..i should sleep early now and start to jog..

July - Dec 2021 Pandemic Work Schedule

GANITO nlng gawin mo,tutal lagi ka naman iniiwanan at talagang hopeless case na yang personal/lovelife aspect ng buhay mo...malamang kesa hindi is habambuhay ka nalang single.. dahil nga walang babaeng gustong sumeryoso at sumama sa yo at magpakasal sa yo.. accept mo nalang.. hehehe. napakahirap talagang me sumeryoso sa yo pag single father ka.. Gawin mo, bumawi ka nalang sa career.. magpakalunod ka sa pagsosolder para malibang ka..

GANITO gawin mo,

Pandemic 2021 work sched:

M-F morning till evening= Lunurin mo sarili sa work3x, magsolder . pagsilbihan ang mga clients..at asikasuhin mga investments..magpayaman.. Do your duties..Magpapapogi ka sa mga clients at bosses mo, pra ireward ka..i iwas na sa social media, dahil kapos ka sa oras..malakas kumain ng oras yung social media,.wala ka naman napapala..

Sat Morning= Magjogging then work3x..(focus sa Lazada shop)..

Sat Afternoon= Swimming sa clubhouse, magrelax..

Sat Evening= Magworkout muna or badminton then pag mga 9pm na Lunurin na sarili sa alak, magrelax, at mambabae (optional) kasama ng mga friends..( special note: COMPULSARY Magpakalunod sa alak ng Saturday nite, para hindi ka matukso uminom ng Sunday to Thursday, pero pass sa red horse, empy at alfonso.. uminom lang with old & trusted friends, mambabae lang if talagang me makilalang quality na me future., maging choosy..

Sun=RD- Maglaba (if Necessary), Netflix at sleep all day.. pass sa gala..

jUNE 25, 2021

 ganito nlng,tutal depressed ka at lonelyboy,
M-F= Lunurin sarili sa work3x,magpayaman
Sat=Lunurin sarili sa alak,mambabae..
Sun=RD

Manila Beach

 

   di ko magets bakit mas gusto to ng iba..dun nako sa dolomites kesa sa basura..at talaga naman matagal ng ginagamit dolomites sa mga artificial beach..Pilipinas is our country..pagandahin natin to..with or without pandemic..wag natin hayaan maging dugyot ang bansa natin dahil lang sa mga taong puro reklamo alam..

 Papano kaya magiinvest at magtatayo ng mga electronic factories yang mga foreign investors sa atin kung puro basura makikita sa ating capital Manila? bash me if u can, but i will always choose dolomites beach over basura beach..

 

sa gastos naman, me presyo ba ang nation"s pride? kung need gumastos pra sa ikakaganda at ikakalinis ng beach sa ating kapitolyo, bakit hindi? mababawi naman yan in terms of tourism, investments at yung priceless n pride natin bilang Pilipino na hindi nakakahiya ang bansa natin.. #soldering #manilabeach #DU30

 

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1. photo from Manila Times 

just walk away

 "There is maturity in the person who has learned to just walk away from situations and people that threatens their peace of mind, self-respect, values, self-worth, and morals. They are wise this way. "- Francis Kong

 #PassionPurposeProductivity

"Nice Guys Finish Last"

 "Nice Guys Finish Last"

June 9, 2021

Isa na namang malamig at malungkot na gabi.. Gets ko na bakit hindi ako magkaron ng stable lovelife for the past 10 years..at kung bakit ako lagi iniiwan at niloloko ng babae.. Masyado ako mabait at mapagbigay at todo magmahal sa babae.. masyado akong matino.. at pag sexy at maganda, madali ako mainlove..

at napinpoint ko na ang main problem ko- Im a nice guy.. and "nice guys finish last"..

at hindi ako nag-iisa, napakadami naming "nice guys"..manood ka ng raffy tulfo, napakaraming "nice guys" na iniwan..

Based on CFO PESO SENSE, sa mga episodes ng Raffy Tulfo..Based on research and keen observations, based din sa mga lessons sa prayer meetings ng Truepang Zero, at sa mga advise ng nanay ko at ilang friends na girls.. and also based sa masasakit na experience, mas preferred talaga ng babae ang Bad Boys.. kaya nga "nice guys finish last"..

mas gusto ng babae yung nahihirapan sila, yung mumura murahin sila ng lalake, yung sila pa gagastos dun sa lalake, yung nachachallenge sila na baguhin..at ma pride din ang mga babae.. hinge yan ng hinge ng mga gifts, at support, pero at the end, ang pipiliin nyan yung lalake na never sila sinupport, then babalikan ka pa na utouto ka kasi, at hindi moko mabibili.. so in the end, loser talaga ang mga nice guys.. at ang pipiliin is si Bad Guy na never nagsupport..kasi nga nachachallenge sila..(Raffy Tulfo, various episodes)

According to McDaniel, popular culture and dating advice: "...suggest that women claim they want a 'nice guy' because they believe that is what is expected of them when, IN REALITY, THEY WANT THE SO CALLED "CHALLENGE" THAT COMES WITH DATING A NOT-SO-NICE-GUY (McDaniel, A. K. , 2005)

observation ko lang din, Me nakita ka na bang Tambay na walang jowa? pero dami mong nakikita na Engr, Doctors, Professors, Teachers, Nurse na walang Jowa..nung tambay lang din ako at walang work, at binabato ko yung dalang pagkain ng gf ko dati, dun din ako nagka gf ng seryoso.. hehehe, nung me work nako, at kalma na lagi.. dun nako nahirapan magkastable lovelife..

The "nice guys finish last" view is that there is a discrepancy between women's stated preferences and their actual choices in men. In other words, women say that they want nice guys, but really go for men who are "jerks" or "bad boys" in the end. Stephan Desrochers claims, in a 1995 article in the journal Sex Roles, that many "sensitive" men, based on personal experience, do not believe women actually want "nice guys". - Desrochers, Stephan (1995)

if masyado ka panice guy, papalibre lang sayo yang mga babae ng starbucks.. then ipopost nila sa FB na nagstarbucks sila, pero syempre hindi ka kasama dun sa post..hahaha,. then ang ipopost nila sa FB is yung kasama si badboy na ayaw sila ilibre, so silang babae ang magbabayad habang nakain sila ng isaw sa kanto, pra pacool sa fb na low maintenance lang sila.. hahaha,

"Galawang Harvey" -aka Vanessa , hehehe

so therefore, i conclude in this hypothesis, so ganon pala talaga yun.. talagang mas preferred ng mga babae yung Bad Boys .. so wala ka ng magagawa dun.. so sa mga katulad kong naghahanap din ng stable at seryosong partner sa buhay.. if you cant beat them, join them! hehehe, so tara narin magpaka Bad Boys! at wag masyadong gentleman at mabait sa mga babae, ayaw nila yun? okei okei?

magpanggap muna tayong badboys at pag asawa na natin, dun natin ipakita na talagang nice guy tayo..hahaha

#understandingwomen #niceguysfinishlast #solderingiron

#raffytulfoinaction #cfopesosense

Ref:

1. McDaniel, A. K. (2005). "Young Women's Dating Behavior: Why/Why Not Date a Nice Guy?". Sex Roles. 53 (5–6): 347–359

2. Desrochers, Stephan (1995). "What types of men are most attractive and most repulsive to women". Sex Roles. 32 (5–6): 375–391

power of dreams

 soon!!! 3yrs from now, i am basking at the sun, in my own farmland with a small house, with my arms around my gorgeous loving wife..feasting with lansones and rambutan, and kalderetang kambing..while watching our kids play in the grass.. work work work pra me pambili ng farm..hahaha.. #workfromhome #microscope #imagination #GlueDispenser #powerofdreams

typical working sched:

Solder lang ng Solder..

typical working sched:

june 8, 2021

3pm to 2am= work work work

june 9, 2021

2am to 9am = Sleep

9am to 8pm = work work work

8pm to 9pm= Workout

10pm to 12 midnite = Netflix, sleep

 

by monday, june7,2021..

by monday, june7,2021..need ko na ipakita sa buong mundo kung sino ba talaga ako.. kung sino ba talaga si Ferds Khan...kung ano ba talaga capabilidad ko. kung ano ba talaga ako? ..

hindi pra sa sasabihin ng iba. kundi para sa sasabihin ng mga taong nagmamatter talaga sa akin..importante sa akin ang sasabihin ng mga Valued clients ng soldering at microscopes, impt sa akin sasabihin ng mga principals ko sa china, indonesia, usa at japan..impt sa akin sasabihin ng mga coworkers ko at ng nanay ko...dahil sila ang nagfifinance ng endeavors ko..if wala clients, principals, coworkers at nanay ko..wala akong pambyad ng kuryente! hahaha..

importante sa akin na maimpressed ko sila..Need ko maimpressed sila..

at mapatunayan ko din sa sarili ko na kaya ko to..need ko iquestion at hamunin ang sarili ko..

kumbaga sa puno ng starapple, is hindi yan lalaki at magbubunga gaano man katagal if sa paso lang nakatanim gaano mo man alagaan at diligan yan. Need mo na iwiden ang mundo mo, need mo na iwiden ang market mo, need mo na itanim yang starapple na yan sa talagang lupa! doon maglelevel up at maggo growup talaga yan..

Need mo ng magsarpisyo talaga, hindi na uubra ang panetflix netflix nalang.. at sa gyera, hindi ka mananalo mag-isa!.. Need mo ng Army! need mo ng mga taong mas masipag sa yo, mas maabilidad sa yo, need mo ng mga taong loyal na makakatulong sayo..at maging generous ka sa kanila! as like Genghis Khan & Julius Ceasar, Share the Loot!

need ko na talaga ipakita kung sino ako..higit sa lahat pra sa sarili ko..kumbaga sa roman empire, it is for Glory! fight for Glory!

nireject ako last year ng pinakamamahal ko dati na si aka Catriona Gray ng antipolo..it really hurts..now na nakamove on nako at willing ng magmahal ng iba..still my pride is badly hurt..gusto ko ipakita sa kanya..hellow..eto nga pala sinayang mo..hehehe.

kumbaga need ko na ifire up ang sarili ko..tama na yung paawa effect, tama na yung pagpapanggap..tama na yun pabebe..Need mo sumabak ng husto sa labanan..need mo na ipakita mo kung ano at sino ka talaga!

for Glory! for Soldering! for Microscopes!

Do your Duty ! Work work work!!!

#soldering #microscope #romanempire #CatrionaGray #selfmotivation