10/23/2021 8:20pm online diary

 10/23/2021 8:20pm online diary parang sa isang iglap, nagbago ang mood ko, from nawawalan ng pagasa sa buhay to a very very good mood ... na me pagasa pako sa buhay.. 1 month nako depressed , tinatamad sa buhay at mainitin ang ulo.. now, di ko alam nangyari.. i feel good, i start to work things again.. i start to dream again.. overall, suddenly i feel happy inside kahit wala naman ako chicks dito sa tabi ko.. acceptance ba to? maybe its the coffee? or maybe its the picture of Julia Baretto? i dont know, or me sakit nako sa pag-iisip na bigla bigla nalang from sobrang depressed to feeling good? or maybe its time to be happy? at wag nalang isipin ang mga bagay bagay sa mundo na wala ka naman talaga magagawa.. work work work! coffee pa more! #coffeetime

kasarap maging Gerald Anderson!

kasarap maging Gerald Anderson!  

Ms Julia Barreto

 

photos taken from:

https://www.facebook.com/juliabarretto

10/23/2021 online diary - E S S E N T I A L..

 

10/23/2021 online diary

I only have one thing that struck to my mind in this pandemic.. It is - you should be ESSENTIAL to survive at all times.. spell essential = E S S E N T I A L..

google said: es•sen•tial

absolutely necessary; extremely important.

In business, in love life.. in things that you buy, even in foods.. it should be essential.. even the humble lugaw is considered essential. but that BMW M3 coupe is not..

so if you will start a business, you will first ask yourself, is this going to be essential in the lives & works of our clients & customers?

things are all hard these days, so if you are tempted to buy things online, you should ask yourself first, is this essential or not? when i see a nice flashlights i am always tempted to buy it.. hahaha

more importantly in the girls you will date.. you shall ask yourself first.. can i be essential to her life? can i help her in her needs? or can i make her happy? you need to be essential to her so she will not dump you & choose that boy next to her door over you ( ipagpalit sa malapit).. hahaha

then to be fair, you should also choose a woman who you think will be essential to your life also, like can she fulfills my needs as a man? hahaha..

As a man matures, at any given time, will choose a loving and caring woman over a sexy pretty girl whose only know in life is to touch her celfon.. hehehe

but being essential, is not only in the physical aspect of life or physical health.. you also need to consider the other important aspects of life such as the mental & spiritual health..

now, i am going to ask myself... Am I essential?

#essentials

10/23/2021 online diary- Essentials

10/23/2021 online diary

isa lang ang tumatak sa isip ko this pandemic.. ito ay dapat Essential ka.. para makasurvive ka sa lahat ng pagkakataon..

mapa business, mapa lovelife.. mapa gamit, sa lahat ng bagay.. pati sa pagkain.. dapat essential ka.. kahit lugaw ka lang, essential parin yun.. lifesaver kaya ang lugaw..

dapat yung business mo essential lang.. para pandemic proof ka.. ask yourself.. magiging essential kaya ako sa mga customers & clients namin?

medyo mahirap ang buhay now...if natutukso ka sa online buying, ask mo muna sarili mo if essential ba yan or hindi??

pati sa chicks na idedate mo.. ask mo muna sarili mo.. magiging essential kaya ako sa buhay nya?? makakahelp ba ako sa mga needs nya? para sa future hindi naman nya ako iwan or ipagpalit sa malapit.. kasi essential ako.. hahaha

then para fair din.. you need to ask yourself.. is this woman will be going to be essential to my life?? will she fulfills my needs as a man? hahaha.

pero yung pagiging essential is hindi lang sa physical aspect ng buhay or physical health.. you need to consider also other aspects in life like mental health, spiritual health..

now, i am going to ask myself... Am I essential?

#essentials

10/23/2021 online diary

10/23/2021 online diary

mag 2 yrs na covid pandemic.. mag 11 yrs narin yung personal battle na maghanap ng partner in life.. ubos na savings..wala ng budget para sa san mig light na Php45.0 ang isa.. ubos na energy.. wala narin ang Mojo.. wala paring kayakap sa gabi.. ang natitira nalang at continuous narereplenish is ang mga stocks ng soldering irons at soldering wires..

now omg, nagising nlang ako na empty bat na yung 3 kong celfon.. wtf.. it means i lost interest in life, it did not matter to me if empty bat na ang mga celfons..

Now, kahit medyo napagod ka na.. need mo parin humanap ng kahit konting konting motivation sa sarili mo na bumangon at ituloy ang buhay.. kailangan hanapin mo ang sarili mo.. need mo humanap kahit konting konting motivation sa sarili mo..

actually yung pagod is more on mental , emotional , romantic at financial fatigue at hindi sa physical fatigue..

maybe because i dont have a woman by myside who will take care of me??

maybe i should motivate myself now...na isipin ko nalang- na if babangon ako now sa bed.. kasi 5pm na, nakahiga pako.. at gawin ko ang mga bagay bagay na need gawin.. is lelevel-up ako.. at makakaipon ulit kahit konti..

at if i will be aggressive again in selling soldering irons.. makakaipon ulit ako.. at pag nakaipon na, me budget na, para pumunta ng Russia.. at don makapaghanap ng asawa.. hahaha

#selfmotivation #onlinediary #Solderingrobot

 

Ms Angelina Cruz - in dire need of vitamin sea

Ms. Angelina Cruz

photos taken from IG- @angelinaisabele

 

 

I lost my Mojo...

 

10/21/2021 online diary

I lost my Mojo... this 2 yr pandemic combined with failures in lovelife. and numerous lockdowns, restrictions in doing business.. finally broke my back, broke my pocket.. as this rusty heavy dumbbell broke my hand also..

I lost interest in life.. i lost interest in things that usually excites me.. like i lost interest in women.. i lost interest in ambitions..

Because manual hand soldering is a skill, that skillful hands of workers doing the soldering is more of an Art than a science.. Fatigue & Emotions affects the hand soldering..

now, as I consider myself as a soldering robot.. need to function like a machine..

now, as a robot, i should not complain.. i should not talk if not talk to.. i should not be emotional, i should not be temperamental, i should not comment on everything that is not part of my job.. i should not feel anything.. if things is not on my liking, i should just stay silent & let me be the one to adjust..

i should not insist on my rights, because as a robot, i have no rights.. i should not insist on my feelings.. because as a robot, you should not feel.. all i just need to do is do my job as efficient as possible... I now label myself as soldering robot..

because at the end of the day, we need to uphold our creed, it is to serve our valued clients & bosses..

maybe a small victory will transform me again from a robot to human? like a date with a lovely non-boring lady that will "bubuhay ng katawang lupa ko" .. because now, i am just a lifeless soldering robot..

more certainly, a nice Purchase orders and Collections from valued customers will surely uplift the spirits..

now, its 4pm.. Good morning folks! let the day begins! Work work work!

Honor Duty Responsibility..

#soldering #Solderingrobot

si erap kasi babaero na... sugarol pa..tamad pang mag-aral..

10/11/2021 online diary:

hindi talaga ako inclined sa girlash president.. specially if pakipot at pinipilit lang.. at di komo magaling yung tatay, is magaling na yung anak.. ang dapat kasi nating presidente is lalake at dapat babaero.. kaya lang, baka sabihan ako ni Prof Francis Mervin Chan at ni Mareng Melvin Laza- ng bakit si erap, babaero numero uno yun??? hahaha ,, kaya dagdagan ko ng requirements- babaero pero hindi sugalero...at nag-aral.. katulad ng presidente natin now..

si erap kasi babaero na... sugarol pa..tamad pang mag-aral.. hahaha

wag naman sana magalit yung mga tamad mag-aral.. totoo namang wala sa educational attainment yung pag-unlad ng isang tao.. totoong nasa sipag at tyaga yan.. kaso, let us be realistic.. mag-aapply ka nga lang supervisor sa isang maliit na company, at hahawak ng mga 5 tao.. dapat nakagraduate ka ng college.. tapos presidente, hahawakan mo buhay ng 110 Million na tao, ni wala kang tyaga magbasa ng libro at tapusin yung college mo... pano kaya yun??? puro ka asa ka nalang nyan sa sasabihin ng mga advisers mo..

if babaero, marunong manligaw.. need mo ligawan ang mga foreign investors na magtayo ng factories at businesses sa bansa natin.. need mo rin ligawan at pakisamahan ang USA, Russia, Japan, China at iba pang bansa pra sa mga state matters..kumbaga, mga babae yang USA, China, eh magkakaribal yan sa insterest nila sa Pinas.. hindi pwedeng isa lang syotain mo dyan,, kasi sayang naman yung maiooffer ng isa.. at pag nagside ka sa isa..pag naggyera..damay ka.. kaya nga dapat babaero yung presidente pra magaling magbalance balance at magschedule..

kaya sa tingin ko, magiging magaling na presidente yang si gerald anderson or si aljur.. hehehe

mas gugustuhin ko pang presidente si money.. or si bato.., kaso si idol money mukhang binili lang yung diploma.. hahaha,. 3 months lang yata, graduate na... pro di ako sure aboout that...i hope clarify nya yan..

pro sa lineup now.. bilang small businessman na gusto makaahon sa kahirapan.. naisip ko lang wala ng choice kundi si isko moreno, kasi tong si isko sanay makipag usap sa mga maliliit at malalaking negosyante, yan ang mga supporters nya.. at alam malamang nia needs ng mga business.. if magprosper ang business, maraming me work, aahon tayo....i hoping na manalo si isko..at tuparin ang pangako nya na ipagpatuloy ang mga nasimulang projects ni pareng Digong..

kaya mahina ang opposition, kaya mahina ang liberal party , puro kasi batikos.. nung sila naman matagal nakaupo sa pwesto..puro wala naman nagawa.. Bicol International Airport nga, kung di pa naging presidente tong si Digong, di to matatapos.. kaya last election, ultimo si mar roxas, lahat ng otso, direcho sa inodoro..sabi sa meme sa fb. hehehe

so stroke of genius yung ginawa ni madam leni na magfile as independent at pink color.. who wants to be in a company of yellow losers?

problema lang, sa maynila lang sikat si yorme.. si bbm medyo malakas kasi pag tinatanong ko mga friends ko sa prayer meeting kung sino iboboto.. si bbm ang sagot nina arkitek zano, master nelson at ni el pres mike... hehehe. kaya siguro long shot na manalo si yorme... magaling si doktor ong.. kaso walang leverage sa politka, dapat taga visayas mindanao kinuha ni yorme na vp... mas mabuti pa nga dapat si idol raffy tulfo nalang kinuhang vp.. kasi taga south si tulfo.. baka nadagdagan pa boto ni yorme gawa ni idol raffy..

ay napost...bawal na nga pala ako magpost ng sa politika..at baka mawalan ng valued customers.. hahaha.. baka hindi na bumili sa shop ng soldering iron yung mga supporters ni bbm, madam leni, gen lacson, money pakyaw,atbp.. kaya delete delete..delete..

Delete!

#memalang #Halalan2022 #raffytulfoinaction #GeraldAnderson #IskoMoreno #babaero

 

10/10/201-

forgive me my friends..at sa tropang zero at sa mga tyahin ko na maka bongbong marcos.. patawarin sana rin ako ng tatay ko na loyalista ni marcos.. kaya nga ferdinand bongbong ang pangalan ko.. hahaha. regards din sa mga friends ko na maka Leni.. Madam Leni seems to be a decent woman.

i dont want to talk about politics.. and this is the last time i will post about who i prefer to win.. but i really hope Isko Moreno will be our next president.. as i see, he promises to continue preng Digong's build build build.. He is i think the most business friendly and a strong leader just like our current president now.. sa tingin ko sa lahat ng kandidato, siya yung mas nakakaalam ng mga needs ng mga negosyanteng katulad ko.. kasi puro business sa maynila..

medyo nakakarelate ako ke Yorme Isko.. kesa sa ibang candidates.. pareho ring lumaki sa hirap.. very impressive din para sa akin yung nalinis nya yung Maynila..

so for sure, maglalabasan next month yung mga picture ni yorme na nakabrief, malamang malalaman na rin kung ilang anak sa labas meron si yorme at si idol money pakyaw.. buti nalang hindi ako kandidatong presidente. hahaha..

pero hinalungkat ko na sa baul now yung picture kong nung kabataan ko na nagbobold pako sa seiko films, hehehe.. pra at least hindi nag-iisa si yorme.. kung ilalabas nila yung mga picture ni yorme na nakabrief para ipahiya..ilalabas ko rin tong picture nato pra damayan si yorme.. sama sama na tayong maglabas ng picture na nakabrief nung kabataan.. hahaha

so Isko is my guy.. but good luck to all candidates..

 

 

 

#IskoMoreno #Halalan2022

oct 9, 2021 online diary..

oct 9, 2021 5PM online diary..

Nawalan nako ng gana sa buhay...nawalan nako ng gana sa mga bagay na dati ay interesante sa akin.. nawalan narin ako ng ambisyon.. after 17 years of hard work as production engineer then sales engineer .. at after 10 years na kakaligaw sa mga sexyng babae pra magkalovelife ulit.. prang mas gusto ko nalang magspend ng time manood ng netflix sa malamig kong room habang nakain at nainom mag-isa..

tinamad narin ako magopen ng messenger..

mukhang after 10 years sa college at after 17 years work.. prang mas gusto nalang maging tambay now.. tutal panzin ko naman, mas masaya yung buhay tambay.. mas me chicks pa nga sila.. hahaha

wow, working for 17 Long years...

after 10 long years din ng kakahanap ng bagong asawa.. at panay ligaw..at drive kung saan saang lupalop ng calabarzon pra lang magkajowa.. finally napagod din ako.. prang nawalan narin ako ng interest makipagligawan.. tamad nako manligaw..

gusto ko ng mag-asawa..kakasawa ng mag-isa.. pano kaya yun??hahaha. so nasa naisip ko nalang, wait ko nalang me manligaw sa aking isang sexy babae.. at pumayag tumira sa bahay at asikasuhin mga needs ko.. papakasalan ko na yan..hahaha..

prang nagsawa nako mangchicks ng sexy, tapos long drive..pagod ka magdrive, at binigay mo naman lahat ng gusto mo.. tapos ni hindi ka man lang maaasikaso.. hahaha.. pound for pound, mas pipiliin parin ng lalake yung babaeng masikaso kesa sexy at maganda... hahaha..

burn out siguro to..or pure laziness.. or depression?? or pandemic fatigue?? or loniliness kasi wala akong chicks? i dont know..

napakahirap din magbusiness now..magastos at mas mahal ang freight cost kasi pandemic .. daming clients na hindi nagbayad, problem sa red tape sa gobyerno.. now i dont know sa time ng pandemic tsaka pa audit ng audit ang BIR.. very small shop lang kami, i dont know bakit nag aaksaya BIR sa amin..

siguro gawin ko nalang motivation is yung pangarap kong small farm resort ala mini san benito farm resort.. nawalan nako ng interest makipagdate or makipagmeet sa mga babae. pero still i find some woman attractive.. so it is a healty sign na physically medyo oks pako.. aminin na natin, mga babae talaga ang nagpapahaba ng buhay ng isang lalake..

kahit tinatamad nako talaga sa buhay ko... ito yung tinatawag na Duties.. kahit ayaw mo or tinatamad ka na.. or Pagod ka na.. it is called DUTIES & Responsibilities.. professional tayo.. need natin gawin ang duties at responsibilites natin sa mga clients, sa mga bosses/principals, at sa mga taong umaasa sa atin..

anyway, sleep muna ulit ng 15min.. then after that.. i will try to gather all my remaining strength.. i will try to seek motivation... i will try do my work & responsibilities..

sa mga taong katulad ko na napagod na.. at parang nawalan na ng pagasa sa buhay.. siguro matulog nalang muna tayo.. at pagkagising. we should gather all our remaining strength to do what is expected of us.

“All of my life, and all of your lives, have come to this point. There is nowhere else to be but here. Nowhere else to live or die, but here. To be here now is the only thing that matters. So gather yourselves, gather all of your strength and all of your sweetness into an iron ball. For we will attack again and again. Until we reach and overcome their king, or we die in the attempt!”

— Rollo, Vikings, Season 4: The Last Ship