I lost my Mojo...

 

10/21/2021 online diary

I lost my Mojo... this 2 yr pandemic combined with failures in lovelife. and numerous lockdowns, restrictions in doing business.. finally broke my back, broke my pocket.. as this rusty heavy dumbbell broke my hand also..

I lost interest in life.. i lost interest in things that usually excites me.. like i lost interest in women.. i lost interest in ambitions..

Because manual hand soldering is a skill, that skillful hands of workers doing the soldering is more of an Art than a science.. Fatigue & Emotions affects the hand soldering..

now, as I consider myself as a soldering robot.. need to function like a machine..

now, as a robot, i should not complain.. i should not talk if not talk to.. i should not be emotional, i should not be temperamental, i should not comment on everything that is not part of my job.. i should not feel anything.. if things is not on my liking, i should just stay silent & let me be the one to adjust..

i should not insist on my rights, because as a robot, i have no rights.. i should not insist on my feelings.. because as a robot, you should not feel.. all i just need to do is do my job as efficient as possible... I now label myself as soldering robot..

because at the end of the day, we need to uphold our creed, it is to serve our valued clients & bosses..

maybe a small victory will transform me again from a robot to human? like a date with a lovely non-boring lady that will "bubuhay ng katawang lupa ko" .. because now, i am just a lifeless soldering robot..

more certainly, a nice Purchase orders and Collections from valued customers will surely uplift the spirits..

now, its 4pm.. Good morning folks! let the day begins! Work work work!

Honor Duty Responsibility..

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