4.15.2023 para sa yo miloves

4.15.2023 Sa bawat higop ng kape

"Akoy nagiisa at nalulungkot, nasaan kaya siya?

Sa bawat tipa ko ng keyboard pra sa ekonomiya

Sa bawat higop ko ng paboritong kape

Naiisip kita aking sinta"

'Nanlamig ka na sa akin

ramdam ko na ayaw mo na sa akin

maluwag kong tinatanggap ang aking kapalaran

sadyang ako ay sinusubukan ng panahon"

"Dapatwat kung sa tingin mo'y ako ay babaero

Kaya ako'y hindi pumasa sa iyong pamantayan

Nagkakamali ka ng wagas

Dahil ang puso ko ay hindi salawahan"

"Wala akong ibang babae,

Paumanhin, ako'y hindi lang magkanda ugaga

sa trabaho, sa mga inaasikaso

Subalit sa puso ko, ikaw lang ang umookupado"

"Kung ikaw naman ay hindi rin busy

Ako ay isang chat only

Ako ay darating saan mo man papuntahin

upang tayo ay muling magkapiling..'

-soldering soldering

Soldering Soldering

Lumilipad ang isip

1.24.2022

Lumilipad ang isip

Tanging kinakatha ay ikaw

Kaluluwang Ligaw ako'y wari

Parang hanging malaya

Ikaw baga ay akin?

or Ikaw baga ay hindi?

kahirap mawari

ang isip ng isang binibini

Sa ganang akin

Ako na sana ang piliin

Kasarapan habambuhay

ang aking alok

Ikaw lang ang itatangi

ibibigay lahat ang nais

kaligayahan ay abot kamay

konti nalang mabilis na yan

jabonga jabonga, 2022

Jabonga Jabonga

#poem #Tula

You know why i can't give up on you?

1.23.2022

You know why i can't give up on you?

its because you are the culmination

of my dreams

and hopes in life.

You are the glue that will fix back

the shattered pieces of my lost soul.

You are the last missing piece

to finally complete the puzzle.

With you, i can dream again

I lost some directions and ambitions in life

With you, those ambitions

will be put back on the plate.

The soldering , the Farm , our Home

The MicroSD, The Happiness, Our Love

Is it not worth trying?

or just give up, as it is easier?

Giving up on you,

means giving up on my dreams,

giving up on my hopes

and giving up on the very essence of my existence in life

Now please tell me,

How can I give up?

People will say I'm crazy

But Isn't love and craziness the same?

Jabonga Jabonga, 2022

Soldering Soldering

#poem

#kalmaAkoLangTo

1.6.2022

 

I will never give up on you

whatever it takes

until to the last solder that i have

this is a lifetime commitment that i made to you

You can ignore me all you want

you can tantrums and moody all you want

you can be unreasonable all you want

but i assure you my love will still persevere

you can sleep soundly every night

knowing that you are the only woman in my life

My heart, my body, my soul

and all of that i have are all yours.

You will always have my love and support

Nothing compares to your beauty

Your attributes always impress me.

You are my dreams, you are my hope

you are the main goal in my life,

you are the one

you are my only one

I love you..

 

 

Soldering Soldering

#babyko , #Nagcarlan, #Luisiana , #liliwlaguna,

#memorycards , #microsd #love

11.21.2021 6am online diary

 

11.21.2021 6am online diary

Early sunday self reflection:

Im still a lost soul

with broken heart & broken pocket

with too many empty houses

but not a single home

My sadness is deep into my soul

I tried to prime myself this early morning

with milo mixed

with nescafe stick

I am asking myself now,

what shall i do with my life now?

Shall this loneliness be forever?

Only a Diyosa can save me from this carcel

Yes my life now is miserable

After almost 2 yrs of pandemic

And 10 years of mistakes

Im a total mess

As i reflect

On what should be the purpose of my life?

im not that old yet, my dick is still hard

But father time is fast catching

The purpose of my life now is clear

Soldering, microscopes, calipers

Will be my life

And a future small farm resort for retirement

But i still hope

the Good Lord will still give me

A loving pretty young woman to cuddle

To help me survive the cold nights..

And hey this is sunday morning

The sun still shines

The roses are blooming

It will be a great day!

Good morning!!!

#sundaymorningvibes #Caliper #memalang #roses

April 15 love love love spoken words

 Di nako pwede magmema ng aking mga kathang isip...

dahil ang aking iniibig ay iniistalk pala ako at nagagalit..

ako'y kanyang inaway at kanyang pinagalitan..

 

siya'y akin na lamang nikayap para tapos na ang alitan..