8.21.2022

 

8.21.2022

sunday afternoon self-reflection

dear diary,

after so much time researching, it is really inevitable, after daily prodding & email reminders from google, i have no choice now but to do vblog, but i still dont know how? i do my online diary blog as a means to preserve my mental health during the lockdowns as i always alone in our house. so far, google has given me 300USD for my online diary & blogs.. kinita ko to in 10 years.. bale kinita ko sa online diary/blogs ko in 10 years is about 15,000 pesos or Php1,500 per year.. hahaha.. but you know what? i really feel very very happy when i got that last 100 USD payout from google, because it certifies you as real blogger. hobbyist nga lang ang category, kesa naman magmystories ka dyan or IG ng wala naman napapala.. hehehe

pressures from my suppliers/financiers/bosses from china/indonesia/california to increase our sales or else i will lose our distributorships.. it makes me wonder, how can i increase our sales of soldering tools, anti-static tools, calipers, torque bits & microscopes?..

research shows facebook is still there, but tiktok & youtube are the emerging premiere marketing tools now.

in short, wala nako choice now kundi magyoutube at magtiktok, kaso ang tanong, papano? dapat me parang me sinusundan akong channel din na parang inspiration.. wala akong alam sa tiktok at sa youtube.. but kelangan na talaga..

Lord please help me, i dont want to be dirt poor again..at madami na po ako sinusutentuhan now.. nanggaling nako sa pagiging poor na inuuutang sa tindahan yung macarel at sardinas..., ayoko na po bumalik dun.. di bale napong brokenhearted, basta wag lang po maging poor ulet.. at napakahirap po walang makain.. hahaha

public apology

8.17.2022

i am publicly apologizing dun sa tumawag 09992211968, taga BPI LOAN daw kanina at nasigawan ko.. i just feel guilty because i know the man is just doing his job. naisip ko, ang hirap din ng work nila, kasi baka makatyempo ng mga taong like me na me pinagdadaanan hahaha.

i know the feeling ng nasisigawan, because lagi rin kami nasisigawan ng clients, but please let me explain that sometimes you need to put a show to protect your self also.

yung sa mga nagpapakilalang taga BPI loans daw, they are using like 6-10 numbers, then daily for the last 1 month. yes!!!! for the last 30-40 days, they are calling daily! even on 8-9am na tulog ka pa.. i have keep on blocking their numbers but they have more new numbers everyday

based on my call logs, these are the numbers they are using to call me almost everyday for the past 2 months- 09989690785, 09992211968, 09989690786, 09989690790, 09992211893, 09992211917, 09992211974, 09992211908, 09300580316, 09992211916, 09992211905 , 09992211891, 09989690791 and some other numbers

imagine that numbers callin you for the past 2 months.. me anxiety pa kasi unknown number ang natawag sa yo..so ang taas parin pala ng level na pasencia ko, kasi today lang ako napikon, telephobic pa naman ako,,

i have declined their offers of BPI loan the last time like 2 months ago, because meron na po akong BPI loan now that i used in business. but somehow, tawag parin ng tawag every single day araw araw for the past 2 months na pala yata upon checking of my call logs, hindi lang pala 1 month, 2 months na pala... naliligo ka, natutulog ka, me ginagawa kang importante, me natawag, then magmamadali ka sagutin at baka imporante yun pala, yun parin kaya napikon nako,.im sorry

so again to the person handling 0999-221-1968, i am really very sorry napikon ako, sa mundong ito, ang pikon ay talo.. i should be more patient

anyway, i love BPI, laking help sa business yung mga services nila.

Soldering Soldering

wHAT IS The Key to Success?

 

8.15.2022 monday morning self-reflection

Dear diary

Medyo stressful ang buhay pag singledad ka at breadwinner..oftentimes talagang nagkakaanxiety ka talaga sa kakaisip..then as a man na walang makayakap.. napakalungkot magisa so talagang need mo magtanggal ng stress every friday saturday night..kasi pressured stress ka buong week.

I am working now as early as 7am but simple house issues like food to eat, house repairs, presetable clothes to wear and other domestic issues are wearing me down. And make me lose focus in sorting out those far more important challenges in work.

Medyo prang nawawalan narin ako ng pagasa sa buhay, but good clients are still coming today.. our very small shop got a repeat order of an Anti-static item from PLDT Batangas. They will use this item in their office/ facilities that are connecting international internet cables from the west philippine sea to the Luzon island..imagine that.

And another repeat orders from PAL. Philippine Airlines..of a precision measuring device that are mostly used in the machine shops but also used to inspect parts for safety purposes.

Even if the orders are only a small amount..pambili lang ng san mig light...still i see it as a good sign as these companies are giant companies and will only transact to chosen few..As a licensed engineer myself, i feel proud as they are repeat orders, meaning they listened to our suggestions and they are satisfied clients.

These past weeks, i have been reflecting..wondering what is the key to success? Why are other businesspeople successful while others fail? What makes a man successful, happy and productive?

Why are others rich and why are others struggling like me? I have been thinking about it all along this past few years..

I now conclude..its the ability to choose and recruit good committed and hardworking people surrounding you and treat them right so they will stay...no matter how hardworking Henry Sy was, it is impossible to build supermalls all by himself..

Its the ability to choose good loyal Gf/partner in life so you have a stable lovelife .. you can fill 100 pages of diary entries to enumerate how impt this is for you to be successful in life.

The ability to choose honest ,& hardworking yayas na hindi absent ng absent kasi singledad ako. mahirap..the ability to choose honest good experienced carpenters to help you in house repairs.. These valuable people will help you in your domestic issues so you can focus on your work and small business.

Look how many points and rebounds did Scottie Thompson and Robert Bolick have after they settled down and get married?

The ability to choose good friends that will give you valuable advice and offer good contacts.. The ability to get good vibes friends that will not abuse or exploit your kindness that will join so you can have fun also..and will help you in your search of that one true love and the ability to recruit loyal and honest committed employees that will go to their work even if are not feeling very well.

I have one failed business before..and one of the major reasons it failed is because of unloyal and dishonest employees that i barely know..my mistake

The ability to get good 3rd party associates like Bookkeeper to help you lower your tax and prevent BIR problems so you can focus on selling.

Thats it! Now i know what is the key to happiness and success? - its the ability to get and surround yourself with good people..I blog this one in my mind..so i will always be reminded.

Workworkwork, grind lang ng grind.. at magrecruit ng committed at hardworking na mga kasama..yan ang plano this week

Kelan ulet ang roadtrip sa cute kong idol Rhuncell? Mabitac naman tayo pag good weather! Hahaha

happy birrhday to my big brother/ drinking buddy Shane Bluff !

Soldering Soldering

8.12.2022 2pm brainstorming/production planning/self criticism

8.12.2022 2pm brainstorming/production planning/self criticism

aug-dec 2022 plan

Dear diary,

tama si FlowG

habang nagmamatured tayo, nagsasawa narin tayo manligaw ng manligaw at ipagpilitan ang sarili..magastos sa gas , magulo at higit sa lahat, aksaya sa oras yung panliligaw.. pag bet ka ng babae, bet ka, ke manligaw ka or hindi.. pag ayaw sa yo, kahit pa 4yrs ka dyan mag-full effort na panay punta ka antipolo, wala parin.. hindi parin ikaw pipiliin nyan..

so intayin nalang talaga na me dumating sa buhay mo na bet karin.. malalaman mo naman pag bet ka talaga, pag pumunta na sa bahay mo, at pinaghugas ka na ng pinggan at pinost ka na sa fb... wag kayo maniwala sa low key low key, ibig sabihin non me 3rd party,, sure na sure yun..hahaha

then mas gusto ko nalang is magsolder at magwork magwholesale/distributor ng microscopes at facemask, with Soldering Soldering pag mon-fri 6am-9pm pra me pambayad ng bills, ubos ang oras sa retail, dun nalang ako sa wholesale kahit small lang ang margin, so need talaga makahanap ng mas maraming resellers at hayaan mo sila yung mas malaki profit kesa sayo tutal sila naman naghirap bumisita at magdeliver sa clients.,

Then roadtrip at swiming kasama ng mga idol kong cute pag saturday pang relax, then maggarden at matulog buong araw pag sunday,..

pass sa mga away sa internet, away sa parking, pass na sa pagsasurf sa social media, pero need parin magpost ng post sa fb ng products pra makabenta... pass na sa SM santa rosa at napakahirap ng parking, ubos ang oras mo, pass narin sa mga walang katuturang landian.. dapat 1 babae lang..

ganon nalang siguro ang buhay.. simplehan nalang natin..

this is jabonga jabonga, signing off

'Warren Buffett' Says: An idiot with a plan can beat a genius without a plan.'

7.17.2022 9am sunday morning reflection

 7.17.2022 9am sunday morning reflection

Dear diary,

I strongly believe this pandemic & global war things will never end and will always be a part of life. So it's better to have like dacha..i hate city life and the stress congestion it brings about like flood, traffic, parking problems & high food & taxes!

I will always be a probinsyano...born & grrew-up in santa rosa, laguna..santa rosa was a laidback bukiran & tubuhan back then, but santa rosa now is fast becoming a city..Look how many condos they are building now and yet look how many few are our public parks if there are any? Sooner or later, if not already, santa rosa will be very congested. i hate it but i cannot do something about it..because it is called progress...

I strongly suggest to our beautiful Mayor Arlene Arcillas, maybe you can buy some idle private lands and turn them into public parks to make our city prettier? Right now, our "public park" is only Nuvali..and the cemeteries! Hahaha...thanks to Centenial & Mt Zion Cemeteries, we jog there during mornings..

Btw I love what you did in that riverbanks along Arcillas Blvd. That riverbank is now beautiful! More projects like this madam

Building Retarding Basin just like what Duterte/Villar did in Bacoor and Imus is a nice idea.Retarding basin can be a public park during good weather and serves as flood control during then typhoon seasons.

So now, It's my goal & priority to buy a small farmhouse this 2025..I always want to have a small farm about 500sqm, in a place about 300m above sea level ..not too city, not too boondooks, just in the middle.. i find nagcarlan, liliw, majayjay,rizal(laguna), lipa, alfonso and mendez, probably tiaong? as perfect places.

So its a must that i should find a woman to love in one of these areas to help me in this goal. Its a hard lesson i learned , that you need to get a woman first before getting a house..

coz it is very hard to do it alone..you need a strong motivation to drive regularly in these relatively medium far places..and what motivation will be stronger than seeing a gorgeous woman you love and make love to her?

If you dont have a jowa na taga roon talaga sa area, there is no point in buying there, as it will be just another empty house.. An empty house easily deteriorates as ants and termites will soon invade it. Also burglars can easily take away anything of value inside the house..kumbaga, korek mga tropa - "hanap muna ng ibabahay..bago bumili ng bahay"..hehehe

But at this rate, it seems my 2 jobs are not enough..so i need to find a 3rd job or 3rd work..so 3 jobs = 3 work = 3 source of funds..pra work work work na talaga..

So now, I am thinking of a job that i can do on Saturdays & sundays..yung sa work place na maraming tao because im usually "imprisoned" in computer works in my 1st job..i need something of a breather.

Solder solder solder..

Work3x!

#memalang

Soldering Soldering

"sa ikakaunlad ng bayan, disiplina ang kailangan!" - mag-inom ka pag friday night or pag holiday kinabukasan!

Ang Diary ng isang Licensed Manginginom ng Laguna

"sa ikakaunlad ng bayan, disiplina ang kailangan!" - mag-inom ka ng friday night or pag holiday kinabukasan!

7.8.2022

dear diary,

friday night na naman, tapos holiday pa bukas july9..need ko iforce ang sarili kong uminom mamya , talagang kahit ayaw ko, need ko pakalasing mamyang gabi, pra kumbaga, quota na sa lasing, kasi kinabukasan saturday na holiday pa...

ang point need mo maglasing mamaya kahit ayaw mo kasi holiday bukas.., pra hindi ka matukso mag-inom ng sunday-thursday at me pasok kinabukasan.. rang life hack siya.. need mo idiscpline ang sarili mo..

effective tong strategy nato sa totoo lang... this way, makakagising ka ng maaga at makakapagfocus ka sa work mo ng mon-friday

kaso juice ko nakakasawa ng uminom, pero kailangan talaga.. ang tanong saan na naman kaya ako tatambay pra uminom mamyang gabi??? sana naman ay me 1 sexy dyan na friend na magyayaya na- ferdi inom tayo??? hehehe

ayokong uminom sa lagi nalang me gulo.. nakakasawa ng uminom, pero talagang kailangan..

"sa ikakaunlad ng bayan, disiplina ang kailangan!" - mag-inom ka ng friday night or pag holiday kinabukasan!

Soldering Soldering

7.4.2022

 its about time na alisin na yang mandatory facemask na yan kahit pati sa mga mall at kalokohan nalang din.. optional nalang dapat yan, kung gusto mong magfacemask, magfacemask ka...walang pipigil sa yo, pero kung hindi ka na comfortable magfacemask dapat oks lang din.. need na natin itreat yang covid covid na yan as part of our life.. if magkakacovid ka.. magkakacovid ka.. just like common flu..

#abolishfacemask 

7.4.2022 6am "Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness"

Ang Diary ng isang Licensed Manginginom ng Laguna

7.4.2022 6am

dear diary,

"Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness"

naguguluhan na talaga ako sa buhay ko.. so prang inisip ko at least man lang me plano or guide kung ano ba talaga dapat kung gawin sa buhay ko..pra at least me purpose in life man lang ako.. me reason pra gumising sa umaga..

so naisip ko now, monday morning, start na ng self-imposed lockdown ko sa paghahanap ng jowa.. plano ko july4-dec20 self love lang, self-improvement sa ekonomiya ang magawa.. benta lang ng benta ng soldering tip at stereo microscopes pang electronics mon-friday..then sat-sunday chill chill lang sa beach or sa clubhouse pool, sama sama lang sa mga gimik pag nainvite ng friends. ganon lang.. makipagfriends lang..

then dec 20 makapanligaw na ng todo.. me 6 months ako para ayusin ko mga problema ko sa buhay lalo natong sa BIR at work at sa bahay, me 6 months ako para kumilala ng mga babae..me 6 months ako para mag-ipon..medyo ubos ang savings gawa ng pandemic.. medyo magastos din manligaw ng babae sa totoo lang..hehehe. magastos din magjowa ng babae kahit ano pa sabihin mo, kasi bilang lalake, alangan naman pagastusin mo babae sa mga dates nyo?sobrang mahal pa ng gasolina now.. at bawat drive mo me toll, hahaha

then dec20, makapili na. kumbaga sa war strategy is Blitzkrieg.. iwas sa mga petty skirmishes or flirt flirt na aksaya lang sa oras.. then itodo ang lakas at resources sa panliligaw starting dec20.. so me 6 months ako pra makipagmeet at makipagkilala ng mga single, so ang sign siguro or main consideration kung sino maligawan sa december is kung sinong babae yung mag-iinvite sa yo na dun nalang magChristmas..

Napakalungkot ng buhay ko sa totoo lang, every christmas, mag-isa lang ako sa bahay at usually natutulog lang or nagawa ng sales report.. so im looking forward sa Dec kung sinong single dyan mag-iinvite sa akin na dumalaw sa kanila at dun magspend ng Christmas sa bahay nila, yun na siguro ang sign..na ito na siguro ang babae na dapat talagang ligawan..

so yung Blitzkrieg style ng panliligaw, is yung talagang lahat ng resources mo is ibuhos mo na! lahat ng oras mo, lahat ng gusto ng babae, gawin mo at ibigay mo..lahat ng effort mo ibigay mo! pra mapasagot mo agad! then maging loyal ka na.. pro gaya nga ng Blitzkreig, dapat sagutin ka ng babae within 2 weeks, so pag Jan2,2023 is hindi ka pa sinasagot it means sablay ka, at tumigil ka na.. at accept mo nalang na hindi ka bet. kasi if bet ka naman talaga ng chicks, dapat nga 1 araw lang oks na.. yun pa kayang 2 weeks.. hehehe. at wala ka talagang time sa mahabang ligawan.. syempre need mo rin magwork, alangan naman wala ka nalang gawin kundi manligaw...mahirap at malamang talo ka dun sa mahabang ligawan.. so yun nga kumbaga sa gyera is iwas ka sa War of Attrition at dun ka sa Blitzkreig style..

Pero need ko parin maginom every friday night para hindi ako matukso maginom during sunday-thursday. at work work work ka dapat ng mon-friday.. yung saturday night is chill chill lang na inom kasi masarap magjogging every sunday morning..

masingit ko lang no? nakita ko lang sa fb, siguro kung me iniidolo ako now , siguro si chavit singson ang idol ko.. hahaha

so its 4th of july today, Independence day of the United States of America. gaya nga nakasaad sa constitution ng America- "Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness"

so ganon nalang ang plano... need ko talagang maghanap ng jowa at mahirap mag-isa sa buhay, just like in the American consitution, i also have the right to purse Happiness... lahat naman tayo , me rights maging happy di ba?hehehe. at magkafamily someday? naawa narin ako sa mga anak ko, gusto ko silang bigyan ng semblace of family pag nasa akin sila.. need talaga na me 1 babae sa bahay pra tumayo as step mom or tita nila.. yung babae talaga ang ilaw ng tahanan..so ganon nalang ang plano.. medyo nakakatawa tong plano nato, pero at least me plano.. at sana magtagumpay sa goal magka jowa this december.. Tiwala lang sa Panginoon.. at magdasal..

gaya nga ng sabi - "An idiot with a plan can beat a genius without a plan." A quote variously attributed to Warren Buffet, hahahaha

work3x !!!

Diary ng Licensed Manginginom ng Laguna- 7.1.202 10pm midyear self reflection..

 

Diary ng Licensed Manginginom ng Laguna

7.1.202 10pm midyear self reflection..

Dear diary,

another 6 months of year is over.. & its Friday nite naman, gimik nite na naman..

pro sarap ng feeling now na tapos na yung internal struggle mo or midlife crisis...kumbaga is accepted mo at mas happy ka na sa background ka nalang...kumbaga is tanggap mo na ito lang talaga narating mo sa buhay.. napatawad mo na sarili mo sa mga kapabayaan at maling decision mo dulot ng kabataan at katamaran..hindi mo malilimutan, pero napatawad mo na yung mga taong nang-iwan at nanloko at nanakit at nangharass sayo.. now mas happy ka na support ka lang..kumbaga is tapos na yung pahanon na restless ka at lahat gusto mong gawinh..kumbaga is mas ok na tawagin kang Kuya ferds lang..at support ka nalang sa mga kabataan na me potential at panahon na nila now...tutal naman ay nag enjoy karin naman ng husto ng kabataan mo..hehehe.

kumbaga yung last 10 years of my life naman is like what the hell & what the heaven it has been.. kung makakapagsalita nga lang siguro to si Ela- yung name ng kotse hyundai elantra 2013.. siya yung saksi sa lahat ng naganap this past 10 years..hehehe

kumbaga is now plano mo nalang mag enjoy, pumunta ng beach kahit magisa, magswiming kahit magisa sa pool sa clubhouse.. pero mas masaya syempre pag me kasamang friends. pero kahit walang kasama, kaya mong magenjoy magisa..

Accepted mo na eto small business lang ng microscopes at soldering. pero need mo parin kumbaga is gumawa ng activities na related sa chemical engineering at dyan ka naman happy, for science sake lang kumbaga..

Then binata parin..magisa parin.. wala parin asawa.. pero prang nakakaenjoy din na malaya ka, malaya ka gawin lahat ng gusto mo..kaya lang talagang need mo ng 1 babae para isaayos ang buhay mo.. kundi lagi ka nalang parang ligaw na kaluluwa, kung saan saan napupunta.. walang direksyon.. pero this time, hindi ka na nagmamadali.. at kung mahalin ka ng babaeng gusto, ayos yun, pero kung di ka talaga bet, at niloko lang, wala lang, accept mo na agad, at hanap agad ng ibang matino.. at hindi yung pabroken broken hearted ka pa..

nasagot ko narin yung mga tanong ko sa sarili ko about spirituality.. like saan ba tayo patungo? ano purpose in life natin? is there God? who created God? nasagot ko na yang mga tanong na yan sa sarili ko, & for me, yung sagot ko is akin nalang because it is my own belief.. the most important thing is that i have made peace with myself now & with my God.

Now accepted mo at mas happy ka na sa isang sulok ka lang..me parang internal peace of mind ka na now.. makakapagfocus ka tuloy now sa ekonomiya, at sa paghahanap ng one true love- GF partner in life..

in my heart & in my mind, im happy & have peace of mind now.. i can sleep like a baby & self-love at self-improvement nalang muna.. gaya nga ng sabi ng mga tropa, magpayaman nalang tayo kesa gumawa or magaksaya ng oras sa mga bagay na walang kakwenta kwenta! shot na!

#midlifecrisis #midlifecrisisisover