JUNE 26, 2019

these months of April, May & June has been very difficult to me personally & professionally..

i got a freak accident last week of march..i found that the girl i truly love is cheating on me.. the next girl i love is no better..Betrayals, & Extortion from former colleagues is at worst..Demands of money from former lovers are rediculously unfair..
Loneliness has been a constant companion

problems arises in the workplace, delayed deliveries due to many holidays in china & philippines made our clients angry..workloads are filling up & up like a growing mountain..Important Things to be done are still not done. thus increasing the pressures..

Pressured & stressed at work, mentally blocked, cash flow problem, & brokenhearted..& Lonely..& physically weak due to the freak accident..i got Depressed, i turned to alcohol to escape.

i know im already alcoholic because i never got drunk! the tolerance is so high already that i need to got that really drunk to be drunk..thus when you got truly drunk, the recovery period is 2 days sleeping..hahaha

but despite all.of these, i would like to thank my loyal coworkers, my mother & close relatives, my bosses & to the most important- our valued regular clients that carried me in these challenging times..

now 3 months after the accident & depession & loneliness..my broken heart though not fully healed is now again open to love..im still surviving, stronger, better, & mas pogi & with more clients than ever..

now as we approach the 2nd half of the year, back to hardwork at july 1 to further serve our valued clients & hopefuly this 2nd half my heart will win this time as i found a woman so beautiful, so attractive, so intelligent , with the same interest, my heart is captured by her..salamat po #soldering #microscope