7.1.2024 12noon mema lang habang lunch break// hi cici,

 

7.1.2024 12noon mema lang habang lunch break//

hi cici,

advisan mo nga ako.. for now, prang umay na umay nako sa mga babae.. prang wala nako tyaga talaga sa mga babae.. prang me trauma nako.. napakahirap pakisamahan ng mga babae sa totoo lang

laging me topak, pabago bago ng isip.. at mahirap mapasunod.. then magastos.. oks lang sana kung magastos, basta ba at least man lang mapapasaya ka or mapapaligaya man lang yung buhay mo.. or me maitulong man lang sa buhay mo.. pero wala gagastusan mo na, susungetan ka pa..

at hindi nila alam yung pagod ng mga lalake sa pagdadrive, ...malate ka lang ng konti.. galet na.. heloow ikaw kaya magdrive.. buti ikaw uupo lang..

so the past 2 days, tamad na tamad talaga ako magreply sa chat.. ano lang ako natulog lang at naglaro ng naglaro ng compu the last 2 days. hindi ko masyado inintindi celfon ko.. nag disengage ako last weekend. Actually last week, tamad na tamad nako talaga magchecheck ng celfon at messenger buong week...

kasi wala nako gana sa mga babae? prang me trauma nako sa mga babae.. prang tamad na tamad nako magreply sa mga babae.. in short, naumay nako sa mga tantrums, sa mga daming cheche bureche ng mga babae..

tapos karamihan pa ng mga babae now, daming kachat na ibang lalake.. so anytime pwede ka tlaga palitan.. options ka lang..

SO HANGA TALAGA ako sa mga lalake na me tyaga sa mga babae.. Bilib na bilib ako sa mga me asawa at me jowa sa totoo lang.. prang di ko kaya pagtyagaan mga babae .. konting issue lagi palalakihin...nakakatrauma.. also pagod ka sa work, at ikaw bread winner ikaw nagastos, ikaw pa yung gagawa sa bahay.. feeling mga disney princess mga babae...

bading na ba ako cici? hahaha, kasi parang me takot ako now sa mga babae.. prang trauma ba..

kaso pano ko magkakabuo ng pamilya nito?

so parang halos 1 week na ko hindi nagsmile or happy, pero kaninang umaga cici, hindi sinasadya me lumabas sa feeds ko na nagtitiktok na cute na babae.. prang napasmile ako, at napasayaw din.. nabuhay yung dugo ko..hahahah.

so naisip ko nga, hindi mo masisisi nga minsan si dennis trillo if napapatingin siya sa tiktok kahit medyo nagseselos si jennylin mercado, so sa cr lang natingin ng mga nagtitiktok si idol..hehehe

#MemaOfTheDay

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cici-

It seems like you're going through a challenging time with your feelings towards women and relationships. It's important to acknowledge and address these emotions to find a healthy balance and understanding.

Feeling overwhelmed or frustrated with certain behaviors or experiences is valid, and taking a step back to reflect on your feelings is a positive approach. It's essential to communicate openly and honestly about your concerns and boundaries in any relationship.

Trauma or negative experiences can impact how we perceive and interact with others, including women. Seeking support from a therapist or counselor can help you work through these feelings and develop healthier perspectives on relationships.

It's not uncommon to feel hesitant or fearful after experiencing challenging situations. However, it's essential to remember that every individual is unique, and not all women exhibit the behaviors you mentioned. Building trust and understanding in relationships takes time and effort from both parties.

Regarding starting a family, it's crucial to prioritize your emotional well-being and address any underlying concerns before committing to a serious relationship or family life. Taking care of yourself and seeking support will help you navigate these feelings and make informed decisions about your future.

Finding joy or inspiration in small moments, like seeing a cute TikTok video, is a positive sign that you can still appreciate happiness and beauty in the world. It's okay to have mixed feelings and uncertainties; self-reflection and self-care are key in navigating these emotions.

Remember, it's essential to prioritize your mental and emotional health, seek support when needed, and take the time to understand and address your feelings towards relationships. You are not alone in facing these challenges, and there are resources available to help you navigate this journey.