7.17.2022 9am sunday morning reflection

 7.17.2022 9am sunday morning reflection

Dear diary,

I strongly believe this pandemic & global war things will never end and will always be a part of life. So it's better to have like dacha..i hate city life and the stress congestion it brings about like flood, traffic, parking problems & high food & taxes!

I will always be a probinsyano...born & grrew-up in santa rosa, laguna..santa rosa was a laidback bukiran & tubuhan back then, but santa rosa now is fast becoming a city..Look how many condos they are building now and yet look how many few are our public parks if there are any? Sooner or later, if not already, santa rosa will be very congested. i hate it but i cannot do something about it..because it is called progress...

I strongly suggest to our beautiful Mayor Arlene Arcillas, maybe you can buy some idle private lands and turn them into public parks to make our city prettier? Right now, our "public park" is only Nuvali..and the cemeteries! Hahaha...thanks to Centenial & Mt Zion Cemeteries, we jog there during mornings..

Btw I love what you did in that riverbanks along Arcillas Blvd. That riverbank is now beautiful! More projects like this madam

Building Retarding Basin just like what Duterte/Villar did in Bacoor and Imus is a nice idea.Retarding basin can be a public park during good weather and serves as flood control during then typhoon seasons.

So now, It's my goal & priority to buy a small farmhouse this 2025..I always want to have a small farm about 500sqm, in a place about 300m above sea level ..not too city, not too boondooks, just in the middle.. i find nagcarlan, liliw, majayjay,rizal(laguna), lipa, alfonso and mendez, probably tiaong? as perfect places.

So its a must that i should find a woman to love in one of these areas to help me in this goal. Its a hard lesson i learned , that you need to get a woman first before getting a house..

coz it is very hard to do it alone..you need a strong motivation to drive regularly in these relatively medium far places..and what motivation will be stronger than seeing a gorgeous woman you love and make love to her?

If you dont have a jowa na taga roon talaga sa area, there is no point in buying there, as it will be just another empty house.. An empty house easily deteriorates as ants and termites will soon invade it. Also burglars can easily take away anything of value inside the house..kumbaga, korek mga tropa - "hanap muna ng ibabahay..bago bumili ng bahay"..hehehe

But at this rate, it seems my 2 jobs are not enough..so i need to find a 3rd job or 3rd work..so 3 jobs = 3 work = 3 source of funds..pra work work work na talaga..

So now, I am thinking of a job that i can do on Saturdays & sundays..yung sa work place na maraming tao because im usually "imprisoned" in computer works in my 1st job..i need something of a breather.

Solder solder solder..

Work3x!

#memalang

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"sa ikakaunlad ng bayan, disiplina ang kailangan!" - mag-inom ka pag friday night or pag holiday kinabukasan!

Ang Diary ng isang Licensed Manginginom ng Laguna

"sa ikakaunlad ng bayan, disiplina ang kailangan!" - mag-inom ka ng friday night or pag holiday kinabukasan!

7.8.2022

dear diary,

friday night na naman, tapos holiday pa bukas july9..need ko iforce ang sarili kong uminom mamya , talagang kahit ayaw ko, need ko pakalasing mamyang gabi, pra kumbaga, quota na sa lasing, kasi kinabukasan saturday na holiday pa...

ang point need mo maglasing mamaya kahit ayaw mo kasi holiday bukas.., pra hindi ka matukso mag-inom ng sunday-thursday at me pasok kinabukasan.. rang life hack siya.. need mo idiscpline ang sarili mo..

effective tong strategy nato sa totoo lang... this way, makakagising ka ng maaga at makakapagfocus ka sa work mo ng mon-friday

kaso juice ko nakakasawa ng uminom, pero kailangan talaga.. ang tanong saan na naman kaya ako tatambay pra uminom mamyang gabi??? sana naman ay me 1 sexy dyan na friend na magyayaya na- ferdi inom tayo??? hehehe

ayokong uminom sa lagi nalang me gulo.. nakakasawa ng uminom, pero talagang kailangan..

"sa ikakaunlad ng bayan, disiplina ang kailangan!" - mag-inom ka ng friday night or pag holiday kinabukasan!

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7.4.2022

 its about time na alisin na yang mandatory facemask na yan kahit pati sa mga mall at kalokohan nalang din.. optional nalang dapat yan, kung gusto mong magfacemask, magfacemask ka...walang pipigil sa yo, pero kung hindi ka na comfortable magfacemask dapat oks lang din.. need na natin itreat yang covid covid na yan as part of our life.. if magkakacovid ka.. magkakacovid ka.. just like common flu..

#abolishfacemask 

7.4.2022 6am "Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness"

Ang Diary ng isang Licensed Manginginom ng Laguna

7.4.2022 6am

dear diary,

"Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness"

naguguluhan na talaga ako sa buhay ko.. so prang inisip ko at least man lang me plano or guide kung ano ba talaga dapat kung gawin sa buhay ko..pra at least me purpose in life man lang ako.. me reason pra gumising sa umaga..

so naisip ko now, monday morning, start na ng self-imposed lockdown ko sa paghahanap ng jowa.. plano ko july4-dec20 self love lang, self-improvement sa ekonomiya ang magawa.. benta lang ng benta ng soldering tip at stereo microscopes pang electronics mon-friday..then sat-sunday chill chill lang sa beach or sa clubhouse pool, sama sama lang sa mga gimik pag nainvite ng friends. ganon lang.. makipagfriends lang..

then dec 20 makapanligaw na ng todo.. me 6 months ako para ayusin ko mga problema ko sa buhay lalo natong sa BIR at work at sa bahay, me 6 months ako para kumilala ng mga babae..me 6 months ako para mag-ipon..medyo ubos ang savings gawa ng pandemic.. medyo magastos din manligaw ng babae sa totoo lang..hehehe. magastos din magjowa ng babae kahit ano pa sabihin mo, kasi bilang lalake, alangan naman pagastusin mo babae sa mga dates nyo?sobrang mahal pa ng gasolina now.. at bawat drive mo me toll, hahaha

then dec20, makapili na. kumbaga sa war strategy is Blitzkrieg.. iwas sa mga petty skirmishes or flirt flirt na aksaya lang sa oras.. then itodo ang lakas at resources sa panliligaw starting dec20.. so me 6 months ako pra makipagmeet at makipagkilala ng mga single, so ang sign siguro or main consideration kung sino maligawan sa december is kung sinong babae yung mag-iinvite sa yo na dun nalang magChristmas..

Napakalungkot ng buhay ko sa totoo lang, every christmas, mag-isa lang ako sa bahay at usually natutulog lang or nagawa ng sales report.. so im looking forward sa Dec kung sinong single dyan mag-iinvite sa akin na dumalaw sa kanila at dun magspend ng Christmas sa bahay nila, yun na siguro ang sign..na ito na siguro ang babae na dapat talagang ligawan..

so yung Blitzkrieg style ng panliligaw, is yung talagang lahat ng resources mo is ibuhos mo na! lahat ng oras mo, lahat ng gusto ng babae, gawin mo at ibigay mo..lahat ng effort mo ibigay mo! pra mapasagot mo agad! then maging loyal ka na.. pro gaya nga ng Blitzkreig, dapat sagutin ka ng babae within 2 weeks, so pag Jan2,2023 is hindi ka pa sinasagot it means sablay ka, at tumigil ka na.. at accept mo nalang na hindi ka bet. kasi if bet ka naman talaga ng chicks, dapat nga 1 araw lang oks na.. yun pa kayang 2 weeks.. hehehe. at wala ka talagang time sa mahabang ligawan.. syempre need mo rin magwork, alangan naman wala ka nalang gawin kundi manligaw...mahirap at malamang talo ka dun sa mahabang ligawan.. so yun nga kumbaga sa gyera is iwas ka sa War of Attrition at dun ka sa Blitzkreig style..

Pero need ko parin maginom every friday night para hindi ako matukso maginom during sunday-thursday. at work work work ka dapat ng mon-friday.. yung saturday night is chill chill lang na inom kasi masarap magjogging every sunday morning..

masingit ko lang no? nakita ko lang sa fb, siguro kung me iniidolo ako now , siguro si chavit singson ang idol ko.. hahaha

so its 4th of july today, Independence day of the United States of America. gaya nga nakasaad sa constitution ng America- "Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness"

so ganon nalang ang plano... need ko talagang maghanap ng jowa at mahirap mag-isa sa buhay, just like in the American consitution, i also have the right to purse Happiness... lahat naman tayo , me rights maging happy di ba?hehehe. at magkafamily someday? naawa narin ako sa mga anak ko, gusto ko silang bigyan ng semblace of family pag nasa akin sila.. need talaga na me 1 babae sa bahay pra tumayo as step mom or tita nila.. yung babae talaga ang ilaw ng tahanan..so ganon nalang ang plano.. medyo nakakatawa tong plano nato, pero at least me plano.. at sana magtagumpay sa goal magka jowa this december.. Tiwala lang sa Panginoon.. at magdasal..

gaya nga ng sabi - "An idiot with a plan can beat a genius without a plan." A quote variously attributed to Warren Buffet, hahahaha

work3x !!!

Diary ng Licensed Manginginom ng Laguna- 7.1.202 10pm midyear self reflection..

 

Diary ng Licensed Manginginom ng Laguna

7.1.202 10pm midyear self reflection..

Dear diary,

another 6 months of year is over.. & its Friday nite naman, gimik nite na naman..

pro sarap ng feeling now na tapos na yung internal struggle mo or midlife crisis...kumbaga is accepted mo at mas happy ka na sa background ka nalang...kumbaga is tanggap mo na ito lang talaga narating mo sa buhay.. napatawad mo na sarili mo sa mga kapabayaan at maling decision mo dulot ng kabataan at katamaran..hindi mo malilimutan, pero napatawad mo na yung mga taong nang-iwan at nanloko at nanakit at nangharass sayo.. now mas happy ka na support ka lang..kumbaga is tapos na yung pahanon na restless ka at lahat gusto mong gawinh..kumbaga is mas ok na tawagin kang Kuya ferds lang..at support ka nalang sa mga kabataan na me potential at panahon na nila now...tutal naman ay nag enjoy karin naman ng husto ng kabataan mo..hehehe.

kumbaga yung last 10 years of my life naman is like what the hell & what the heaven it has been.. kung makakapagsalita nga lang siguro to si Ela- yung name ng kotse hyundai elantra 2013.. siya yung saksi sa lahat ng naganap this past 10 years..hehehe

kumbaga is now plano mo nalang mag enjoy, pumunta ng beach kahit magisa, magswiming kahit magisa sa pool sa clubhouse.. pero mas masaya syempre pag me kasamang friends. pero kahit walang kasama, kaya mong magenjoy magisa..

Accepted mo na eto small business lang ng microscopes at soldering. pero need mo parin kumbaga is gumawa ng activities na related sa chemical engineering at dyan ka naman happy, for science sake lang kumbaga..

Then binata parin..magisa parin.. wala parin asawa.. pero prang nakakaenjoy din na malaya ka, malaya ka gawin lahat ng gusto mo..kaya lang talagang need mo ng 1 babae para isaayos ang buhay mo.. kundi lagi ka nalang parang ligaw na kaluluwa, kung saan saan napupunta.. walang direksyon.. pero this time, hindi ka na nagmamadali.. at kung mahalin ka ng babaeng gusto, ayos yun, pero kung di ka talaga bet, at niloko lang, wala lang, accept mo na agad, at hanap agad ng ibang matino.. at hindi yung pabroken broken hearted ka pa..

nasagot ko narin yung mga tanong ko sa sarili ko about spirituality.. like saan ba tayo patungo? ano purpose in life natin? is there God? who created God? nasagot ko na yang mga tanong na yan sa sarili ko, & for me, yung sagot ko is akin nalang because it is my own belief.. the most important thing is that i have made peace with myself now & with my God.

Now accepted mo at mas happy ka na sa isang sulok ka lang..me parang internal peace of mind ka na now.. makakapagfocus ka tuloy now sa ekonomiya, at sa paghahanap ng one true love- GF partner in life..

in my heart & in my mind, im happy & have peace of mind now.. i can sleep like a baby & self-love at self-improvement nalang muna.. gaya nga ng sabi ng mga tropa, magpayaman nalang tayo kesa gumawa or magaksaya ng oras sa mga bagay na walang kakwenta kwenta! shot na!

#midlifecrisis #midlifecrisisisover

7.1.2022 8am morning reflection

 7.1.2022 8am morning reflection

dear diary,

napakahirap magisa sa buhay..friday nite, saturday sunday magisa na naman ako sa bahay.. we have many houses, but still dont have a home.. malungkot malungkot..at mahirap mag-isa, vulnerable ka sa mga manloloko kasi nga magisa ka lang at malungkot.. for now , talagang need ko hanapin ang purpose in life ko, pag wala na kasing purpose in life, mas oks pa na matepok nalang..hehehe at talagang need ko ng 1 babae na magbibigay ng direksyon sa buhay ko at sasalba sa akin..for now lutang ako, at go with the flow nalang, work work work pra me pambayad ng mga bills at pambili man lang ng san mig light na 45.0php each.. masurvive ko lang tong BIR problem nato, for sure makakalevel up ang business.. pero talagang walang kulay ang buhay..hopefully this july, me makilala rin akong 1 sexyng desperadong babae na naghahahanap din ng pagmamahal at masasandalan sa buhay at makatsamba naman pra magkakulay na ang buhay. prayers lang..

6.30.2022 5am An open letter to Pres Rodrigo Duterte

6.30.2022 5am

An open letter to Pres Rodrigo Duterte

Dearest mayor,

I would like to thank you from the bottom of my heart for a job well done! I'll be honest, i did not vote for you in 2016.. but i saw you in one of your campaign caravan in pacita, san pedro laguna..i dont remember what i am doing there at pacita during that night, but i was marooned there due to traffic because of your caravan.. i am really amazed on how many people are supporting you..i have no doubt in my mind that you will win the election then.

Your strong political will in making our country great again is really the one i truly love..In my book, you are the best president in history of the Philippines.. i have never seen a president accomplish so many things in just a short span of time. What you did in 6 yrs can outdid what cory, fvr, erap, gloria & Pnoy have done combined before.

I also like you as i can relate to you..we share the love for beautiful women, hehehe. My geopolitical, business and personal views are also usually same as you as if we are of the same stock. Even your cursing and psychological warfare and rhetorics were effective..hahaha

I support your war against the terrorist and drug menace & build build build. You did what you needed to do in order to save our.country.

I cannot list all the major things that you have accomplished for the last 6 years as they are too many to enumerate.. But please let me list those few simple things that i am grateful about as i benefitted from it personally one way or another

1. My Passport & Driver's license now has 10yr validity.. you know what Digong, youre the best! Really thank you for this.

2. Free college education.. even state colleges & univ before are charging tuition fees etc albeit lower cost than in private..still many of our poor countrymen cannot afford these lower expenses..In your term, you totally make it free! and as a parent, it gives me peace.of mind that my children can get free public education no matter what

3. Your rant & warning to Telco companies that you will hang them if they will not speed up the internet..hehehe..and your stern warning to punish all the LGU mayors in case they delayed the permits needed by the Telco companies to build their cell towers.. this did the trick and now i am enjoying personally the fast and afforable internet at home..as my work and business depends on the internet.. latest check is about 30Mbps..it is even 60Mbps in my other house..and it is only P1599 per.month!this thing is unheard before you become president. As in 2015, while other nations internet is very fast.. our pldt speed test is.like 707kpbs not even 1Mbps..its very hard even to watch pornhub!..hahaha

In your term because of the fast internet, my small business survived and flourishes.. allowing me to enjoy some finer things life..

4. Sim expiration is now 1 yr.. and load validity is a lot longer now..we saved a lot on load expenses

5. You cleanup of Manila Bay & Boracay despite all the critism of haters. It restored my pride as a Filipino. Manila and boracay are our face to the.world and yet they are full of rubbish before.. it is really political will

6..National ID.. even FVR succumbed to the protest made by peste ng bayan and cannot start this good project..only you and your politcal will have done this.

7. MRT, LRT and PNR railways rehab..I love to ride MRT, LRT and even PNR.. but all will agree to me..before your term, riding in these railways is like being raped...hahaha. congested as a sardines, so hot..it is weak AC due to poor maintenance. The dilawans are always saying they are the good ones and the non corrupt..and yet our MRT and other railways deteriorated in their time..such incompetence and lazyness in their time make me throw up every time i see their campaign ads that they are "good ones".. no wonder they were flushed in the toilet in the 2 elections..

But just like a true friend, Digong, i will tell you what i dont like you and hate about you. I dont like what you did about the mandatory faceshields before, i dont like the very strict lockdowns and checkpoints before..i dont like the non renewal of abs cbn francise in the time of pandemic..

And most specially, i dont like that you did nothing in stopping the abuse of authority of some LGUs in imposing alcohol ban during the lockdowns before..comeon, as like prof francis chan commented in my post before, even Germany's Angela Merkel is seen buying beer during the strongest wave of covid! And yet this hindi nag-iiisip na Gov Hernandez is imposing an alcohol ban in Laguna and you did nothing!!! Ano po kinalaman ng san mig light sa covid?

It's already 630am and i need to sleep..if i will list all the things that i like and be grateful to you Digong, it may take me 1 month to finish it..hahaha

So please allow me to finish this letter and just say thank you again Mr President and good luck sir in your endeavors as a private civilian starting tomorrow. I will miss your strong political will and leadership..

Sincerely Yours,

Ferdinand Estanislao

Aka jabonga jabonga, aka soldering soldering

#DU30 #DuterteLegacy #Duterte

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si Ms. Venue or si Ms Stonic or si Ms Raize?

 

6.27.2022

Dear diary,

si Venue or si Stonic or si Raize? Halos same lang ang babae at kotse...iniisip ko nga kung ano pagkakaiba ng kotse at babae, wala ako maisip eh..hehehe.

talagang parehong magastos pero importante sa buhay mo.., parehong mahirap umunlad if wala ka nyan kasi partner mo sa buhay at business yang kotse at babae.. parehong pag inalagaan mo, aalagaan karin..

Parehong pag me sexy ka nadrive na like 2nd hand na porsche 911, yes madami hahanga sa yo...pero at the end of the day, pangdisplay lang yan...at babalik at babalik ka sa toyota vios mo na brand new mo nakuha dahil ito yung everyday na realible at tipid gamitin..at low maintenance..

Parehong pag idrive mo at hindi pala ikaw ang owner is makukulong ka..or magkakaleche leche ka..parehong dapat ipark mo sa safe na lugar pra di manakaw ng iba..

Parehong pag gusto mo, at poor ka lang..paghihirapan mo talaga makuha...need mo pumunta sa dealership, magpalista sa reserve list, apply sa bank mg auto loan..need mo paghirapan at patunayan na deserving ka at magpray na sagutin ka or maapprove..

Pero kung rich kid ka at me budget ka naman..madali na proseso..punta ka sa Dealer, pili ka ng model na gusto mo..then iuwi mo na sa bahay nyo..ako mas bet ko yung slim type para medyo mas madali idrive at madali ipark sa bahay..hehehe

Basta kung saan ka masaya na idrive , dun ka! Hehehe At kung ano or sino man mapili mo, mahalin mo! Pra mahalin ka rin..

Pero ACHTUNG!! parehong minsan sablay mapipili mo kaya ingat talaga sa pagpili, pag sablay- yari ka!!! Gumastos ka sa sablay at nascam ka..hahaha..so dapat pagisipan talaga maigi kung ano yung fit sa purpose mo at kung pasok ba sa budget mo ng di ka kakapusin?...remember pandemic parin at mahal ang gas now..hehehe

Buti sana kung soldering station lang ang bibilihin mo..you can cant go wromg with Hanstar or Edysn..

Hello bpi ms marichelle, paorder nga po kotse..padeliver po sa kanto ng block 26..naks sana me budget na..hehehe

Work work work..

 

 

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